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...
to stay away
because truly i don't belong
to this misery -

darkness embedded itself onto me
indebted me with its mystery and grief

every day a mutated sequence of lost interests,
irritability, and pressures

i rise and i fall
in greatness
until I hate myself again.

i shocked my brain with confusion and inconsistency
and my systems are all down

is there a bottom? or does every break create newer pits, new hells to birth its monsters.