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Now i a not one for cursing but there is no other way to describe the chain of events that has occured to me today.



Being as it is a nice day i decided to take a stroll with my daughter just some time outside really, no true destination in mind. Whilst on this little escapade i run into an old boyfriend of mine with his new girlfriend. I tried to ignore him continue on my way but the bastard wouldnt let me. He steps right infront of my daughters carrage with a disgusting grin. Saying how lovley it was to see me hmph. I told him as kindly as my mind would allow to move out of my friggin way but of course he didna.



It took all of 2 minutes for him to reach his limit a hell of alot longer than it did whilst i was with him. Once he noticed i wasnt scared of him anymore he took it upon himself to prove how 'scary' he could be.....psst as if i could forget. He yanks my hair back and slaps me dead across my face. But the real shock was when my fist flew into his nose. The look on his face i shall remember for the rest of my days as 'The Ultime Best Moments Of My Lofe". Now this is where the REAL bullshit begins, aparently someone has called the cops and they arrive only moments after and begin to question the scene. I explain what happened and this is exactly what the cop tells me.



"Ma'am you expect us to believe that you saw your ex walking down the street with a new gf and that he hit you first?"



WHAT THE FUCK? i took every ounce of strength within me to not shoot the bastard with his own fucking gun! Ontop of that the only witness was his girlfriend whom i already knew he abused and she supported his claim that i began the altercation. Now i hold no bad feelings toward her because i was there i was her at one point and was that way for almost 2 years but the absolutly infuriating part is that the cop who was suppose to help took his side?

Truly there is no justice in this world. I dont write this for any pity but as a release so as i do not go out to commit a few murders. My only thought is...



Why does a man feel he must hit a woman and drive her so low where she feels so insignificant? Perhaps it is because i felt that way whilst with him that i say this but i could never imagine living a life making my mate whom i search for everyday so foul.

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DragonReborn
18:22 Jul 30 2011

I am so very sorry to hear that you had to live in a life of hell like that hon.I have never seen what it is that makes guys think they have the right to hit women.I mean the ones we claim we love and always will love..than we turn around and hit them and scare them and make them feel so worthless it isn't funny.I have no use for assholes like that.As for the cops..sadly alot of them are that way..they are suppose to protect and serve..but they seem to forget all that crap when it comes to another guy.Sadly enough it is no different in this state.

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darkangel4795
21:03 Jul 30 2011

dang thats bullshit cops dont do shit for no1 there shouldnt b non of them ppl should take stuff into there own hands

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EasternStar
01:23 Oct 09 2011

cause he dont want to feel insecure so man hits her. but that is very much low life. and u did well

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i have the biggest tooth ache in all of history! ugh truly tooth aches are the worst sort of pain one can suffer! i believe it would be a amazingly effect form of torture. hmmm now that i think of it perhaps ill be the one to test it out.....right after mine goes away.

:pouty face:

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littleimp
13:13 Jul 25 2011

wow know how that feels i had one for 3 months no money to go to dentist , wow the pain . and its not just that now i have no teeth because i had to have 6 pulled not at once took about 6 months worth of pain and 14 vists to free clinic.

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DragonReborn
13:16 Jul 25 2011

Yeah tooth aches can make a person want to just rip their head off and lay it down somewhere..anywhere as long as it stops the pain..i have had way too many of them..Hope yours goes away very soon.

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EasternStar
01:27 Oct 09 2011

try catafast sachet mix it with cold water and gargle well your mouth and then spit it out. take second sachet and do the same but this time drink it. if it wont work take JB whisky

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::Never had the harsh light of the sun caused a smile on her face,never had it urged her into a frenzy of happiness as usual for all 'normal' people who walked the earth.No her soul only truly felt alive when the sun was captured by the darkened clouds,some of which fell from the sky to evelope the ground with its eerie love.And if it really felt like pleasing her the rain would come,wash away all her troubles,her fears,and never ending thoughts which didnt let her sleep through the night.She is estranged and misunderstood no matter how hard she tries and learns quickly that sometimes the struggle is not worth it.Perhaps the beauty of living this life is that noone will ever understand you...but.. for as beautiful as it may be...tis also a devistating curse. To never feel truly open trule one with a single person.For noone to ever understand the numerous faults that lay in your system,to never know what thoughts wander in your brain.Tis quite heart renching to say the least,to know that the only happines that shewill feel will reside in papers which cannot reply,in fantasys which will never come true and wishes which will never be true::

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DragonReborn
13:19 Jul 25 2011

no matter how alone or left out you may feel..No matter how many faults you feel you have.Your not alone..we all have faults of some kind..it is our faults that make us unique and different..the catch is finding someone that will look at those faults and still want to be there..to explore one anothers faults and dig as deep as you can to understand them..that is the mystery of life..wheither it be a curse or a blessing..no matter what you have to love life..even with the faults

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