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r0yaltysfin3st
Hell (Coven)

Vampire Rave member for 12 years.

Status:  Unregenerate (63.76)
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Affiliation:  Hell (Coven)
Account Type:  Regular
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  March 21, 1990
Age:  34
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The shadows




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The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands




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Name- Misha
Age- Old Enough
Relationship status- Happily Taken
Children- Proud Momma
Religion- Vampyric (don't like it? DONT CARE!)


Never had the harsh light of the sun caused a smile on her face,never had it urged her into a frenzy of happiness as usual for all 'normal' people who walked the earth.No her soul only truly felt alive when the sun was captured by the darkened clouds,some of which fell from the sky to envelope the ground with its eerie love.And if it really felt like pleasing her the rain would come,wash away all her troubles,her fears,and never ending thoughts which didn't let her sleep through the night.She is estranged and misunderstood no matter how hard she tries she learns quickly that sometimes the struggle is not worth it.Perhaps the beauty of living this life is that no one will ever understand you...but.. for as beautiful as it may be...tis also a devestating curse. To never feel truly open truly one with a single person.For no one to ever understand the numerous faults that lay in your system,to never know what thoughts wander in your brain.Tis quite heart renching to say the least,to know that the only happines that she will feel will reside in papers which cannot reply,in fantasies which will never come true and wishes which will never flurish.








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The night was once a frightening place
through which I would navigate
in haste, at quite a silly pace,
just to avoid a stranger's face.

But now the nights sing lullabies
into my heart and long-dead eyes.
Humanity is full of lies,
and these - my prey - I do despise.

A human's kiss was once my lust,
a humans heart was mine to trust.
The darkened nights bore many thrusts
and ecstacy so raw and lush.

To my charms they quickly succumb
a kiss leads to devoured tongues.
I'll feast upon them til I'm done
and they shan't be the only one.

Hunger no more leads to mastication.
Your blood is my communication.
You're subject to my pure frustration
at being in this situation.

Lips of blood-red, skin so white.
Never waste your breath to fight.
Malevolent and filled with spite,
I am a creature of the night




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~For My Alina~

You're oh so small,
Oh so little;
Though i pray to god,
that you won't be so fickle.

I promise to love you;
even if you cry,
But if i start to stress
Please understand why.

It's hard when your young
& you've got so much to do
I'll love you forever though.
That i swear is true!

I've got everything i need;
Even the love of your father
But if i stress and yell;
please no your not the bother.

I've got your shoes,
toys, crib and all.
When you finally arrive
You're going to be so small.

My stomach is growing,
In almost every direction
Please baby please,
Know I'll give you all the attention.

I may not know what im doing
At first, or maybe at all.
But i swear ill try my hardest
& give you my soul.



~For The Lil One Growing Within me~


Sitting together at night
curled up on the couch
in a world full of comfort

Daddy begins to rub my tummy
as little angel hands and feet
begin to play, counting down hours
until we find out more about you

Not even born yet
you bring us so much joy
bringing us closer together as a family

Hours drag by, waiting
until the doctor visit to see
how you're growing and developing

With each visit
your heartbeat becomes clearer
body parts become more developed
and we're that much closer to March

Nobody experiences unconditional love
until their child is born,
yet I feel this love for you now
and it will only grow as you do

Looking at where I am in life-
I have no regrets;
only cherished loved ones
whom have filled my heart
with unconditional and ever-growing love.







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Every person, a door
closed until you open them up
some have only one room behind the door
some have tiers, wings, and levels
some have places that to this very day are still dangerous
some rooms simply weren't meant to be seen
within every monster I've known, existed an angel
and what have appeared to be angels, were monsters
I appear a statue, cold and unfeeling
but inside is a child laughing and screaming
my brain focuses on numbers
but my heart is always dreaming
just when I think I'm more alone than ever
God sends me an angel in the form of a stranger
there is no way to avoid danger
every second is a chance for anything to happen
so just when I think all hope is lost
I know, that just as despair exists, as do miracles
the hardest thing to do in life sometimes
is to reach out, when you have done wrong
so we punish ourselves, long after the world's moved on
life is your heartbeat, one beat at a time
in the blink of the infinite, this moment is mine
every poem written is a self less gift to the reader
a piece of a life, that is fragile and fleeting
tears still mystify me, they only fall when you really feel
happiness or sadness- that's when you know the experience is real
I have searched my whole life for the purpose of it all
but I finally know a little more
nothing is childish if you feel it to your core
and nothing, lasts forever
but existence continues from a spec of dust to the biggest sun
it is for every species, and every human
love is simply the courage of trusting your devotion to another
it isn't the passion between two starving lovers
love and sacrifice go hand in hand
but it does not answer to demand
instead it must be given freely
because only then, can love be truly meant to be.


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Intoxicated, his balm I breathe
in like fresh night air, filling me
with burning anticipation, as his
voice further inebriates, whispering
breathless intimacies of love...

fore, my mind adorns him like poetry
upon parchment; cradling him in
carnelian hues, while crimson flames
burn sagaciously igniting abated
longing...

while moist lips tipple in thought,
savoring its aftertaste before rising in
gluttonous waves of delight, surrendering
to erogenous impulses; aching in the deluge
of blushed kisses, tentatively tasting with
tongue in euphoric certainty...

alighting upon silken curves in enunciated
moans; covering the length of me, while lips
calibrate in sighed interludes; the breadth of
my thigh, melded in the moment; I inflect into
the moan of his cries of pleasure...

Losing myself into his yielding inveiglement
as our limbs interlace within our confluence
of uttered song; rhythmic motion fluid, as each
thrust whispers in staccato; absorbing the essence
of my secret garden, tracing its fertility in bon vivant
drenched fire...

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Stay with me as I fall to sleep
or the darkness will capture my soul to keep.
Don't let me drift away, in the morning make sure I wake
hold me close so my soul the eternity will not take.

Find me when I become lost and fall away
call out to me so again, I can find my way.
Wrap me in your arms so lonliness won't descend
otherwise whispering voices will coax me, my life to end.

Shadows threaten to engulf me, bringing tears
please bring me light to battle against these fears.
Bring to me your warmth so I won't grow cold
because the lies of others isolate me, keeping me in their hold.

Many have abandoned me leaving me withdrawn and weak
look me in the eyes and please give me the acceptance I seek.
Death taunts me making my future fade while drawing near
but you are giving me hope and making my sorrow disappear.

My past follows me binding me to my mistakes and regret
despite that your smile and voice can make me forget.
False hearts make emptiness ever-present and genuine smiles few
yet the hollowness dissipates and the smiles grow but only with you.

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I caress your neck with my fingers.
Feeling the pounding of your pulse.
Tasting you with my tongue.
Your skin bowing against my teeth.
Listening to your moans as the blood rushes into my mouth.
As the warm fluid slides down my throat.
My dead soul comes alive.
With each beat of your heart.
I see your memories and thoughts.
You beg me to stop.
But your hands press me harder against you.
When I am done.
Your arms are limp.
No more moaning.
No more heartbeat.
No more life.
Your eyes have gone dark.
But I have your thoughts and your soul.



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along paths of verdancy lies the road of vibrant thoughts; planting seeds of knowledge, reaping reams of wisdom as rain nourishes branches of comprehension, developing cohesive ideology of verdant wisdom.


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Home is the place your heart resides
Home is the place that you decide
Home is the womb that holds the soul
Home is the place where one is whole

Home is the glow you hold in your eye
Home is the emotion that makes you cry
Home is safe and a place of peace
Home is where all striving cease

Home is protective against the others
Home is full of sisters and brothers
Home is where you find your rest
Home is where you feel your best

Home is a memory that follows your being
Home is a dream for those agreeing
Home is the place where reserves fall
Home is the place you yearn to call

Home is where the family meets
Home is a place of restful retreats
Home is the place you know you'll be heard
Home is the place where nothing blurs

Home is all these wonderful things
Home is the place you develop wings
Home is the place that you'll find one day
Home is the place where your heart will stay

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As the sun sets every night,
The wind rushes past her
In her nightly flight.

Seeking for the blood she craves,
She turns her head,
Sending to the side her beautiful hair in waves.

A small movement on the ground
Let her aware of what was there
Before the earsplitting sound.

A howl split the through the air,
A lone wolf was just standing there
With a pair of gleaming eyes and a magnificent stare.

Her heart pounded with levity,
At the sight of the fearless predator,
It made her feel a sense of vanity.

To see a creature of the night,
just as proud as she,
With all of her powerful might.

She turned her flight
Around
Toward the mighty sight.

As she made to land,
The wolf pricked up his ears,
And clawed the hardened sand.

She landed in his darkened path,
And looked upon his fiery eyes,
Oh, the intensity of his wrath!

She knelt down low,
And held out her hand,
No harm she meant, she let him know.

With no hesitation,
He stepped forward and looked in her eyes,
It gave her a warm sensation.

He showed no fear,
The only one who ever has,
And finally, after so long, she shed a tear.

Ever since that nightly flight,
They have been together,
Sharring their powerful might.

A bond so strong,
Made in the night,
A nightly song.



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NikkiAidyn
NikkiAidyn
00:11
Nov 14, 2023


As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul…

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You have been visited & rated by Royal Sire NikkiAidyn....
Cadrewolf2
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Oct 24, 2023

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Mar 27, 2022

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