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well its been quite a week... i thought monday was bad enough... but the worst was yet to come...

at dinner with my mom and grandparents monday... guess who we run into... my ex step dad and his new son... well.. i say ex step dad... but he was there when i was born and i thought he was my real dad until i was like 7 when they got a divorce..... on my birthday no less... anyway, he doesn't pay any attention to me now... i guess i should be happy right? but when i see him and i remember how he used to be my dad... and the happy times we had though they were few and far between... and now.. when i see him he won't even look at me... well... there is alot i could say about how it makes me feel.. but whats the point...

anyway, then on tuesday after class walking to my car i sprained my back... absolutely no idea how i did it... but i did....

i even went home and tried a heating pad and motrin.. which did absolutely nothing... so i ended up going to the emergency room and waiting for about 5 hours... being poked .... prodded... and violated ... before they figured out what it was and gave me some high power pain medicine... soo woot.... and yet it still hurts

and to top off this wonderful week.... i called my ex yesterday .... the one that was really special and well yeah... i guess everyone has that one person who they never forget.... anyway, guess what... he excitedly tells me about how he came across a girl he used to date.... before me... and how he still has a thing for her.. heh...

i mean i know we both have dated and moved on... him more than me obviously but i just didnt want to hear about that ... after my poopy week...

bleh... there have only ever been a handful of times in life when i let myself ever get this sad and reflective... but... i suppose everyone is entitled to their moments heh...

now time to paste on that happy smile for everyone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!! hah.. yes

time for lots of spankings.. and partying... and movies.. and .... yes... time for strippers!~!!!!.. well.. not really.. but i can imagine one hehe