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Her name is Miranda, my little witch. I have loved her with all my heart and soul for a year. We have had good days and rough ones, but our love has stayed strong. We planed our future together. She wanted to get married in the summer.



Ive been with her in her battles with drugs and several stays in the hospital, I never walked away. Her war with depression, i was always there.



Her several attempts at suicide, i cried with her every damn time. My heart was so sad because i could do little to pull her back away from this dark place she went to.



On Friday morning she finely ended her life. Now my life begins a new journey, first, i start this alone. My love for her is even stronger now and i struggle to find a reason. Did i fail her? I don't know. I do know I love her more than i ever have anyone. She needed me and I needed her. Now what do I do?



Why my love, why? Now i will never know the reason you did this to us. I cant stop crying, my angel, now im alone, i need you.



Love you always Miranda.....



Ric