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So I have a lot of shit going on in my life and it's hard to get it all out in the open. I have so much pent up inside and sometimes I just want to scream. There are so many times that I just want to disappear for a day or just leave and start a new life. I dwell a lot on the past which is like this black hole. I have a jealous boyfriend. I love him but I honestly can't figure out why. I feel sexually deprived. I love and hate my job all in one. I hate that I can't write anymore. I hate that I feel a certain way about a certain person, but in the end I know why. It's that whole identifying with a person because they make up what is lacking in your life. I really wish I could get over past loves. I can't. I know in time everything will work out.