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You break my heart in two when you told me you only wanted it to be you. I feel like half a body. A part of me is gone. I whished to be with you but yousaid it is not possiable. Because iam a human and you are a vampire. But you tell me that either way you will love me forever.

You tell me you just want to be friends with me but I feel so much more. is goodbye what you are trying to tell me? I can not smile without you here. I can not smile anywhere.

Please come back to me don't stay away. There is a hole where my heart used to be that no one can fill. I'm scared to death that I am losing you and i don't know why. All i feel is pain in the spot where my heart used to be. Why is it that everyone I love hurts me in the end?

He hurts me always. I'm not sure if anyone knows or not. He touches me in the worst of ways. He holds me down but no one comes to save me. But After so many years I have gotten used to it. I hold my breath and try not to cry. I do not want to appear weak in his eyes. Why don't you help me? Why don't you stop him? Please save me or do i just have to get used to it.

I am a woman who keeps my emotions from sight. I sit on my bed crying all night. I feel like everyone knows my shame and everyone thinks i'm to blame. i feel so dirty from what he did to me. But no one ever wants to give me sympathy. My heart is broken my innocense lost. He killed my soul, but at what cost? Night after night i took your pain and now I know i will never be happy again. I'm the woman no one would save. Oh how I longed for my peaceful grave.

I lay here thinking about you. wondering how I would feel if you were lying here with me. Every touch sends shivers through my spine. All i wanted was to be with you.

People talk around me . But no one ever talks to me. I have no friends here i just don't fit in. No one seems to realize that I even exist. There is silence around me. People see I'm different. Why must I be forgotten. I feel so alone. I cry at night so no one sees my broken heart. The damage I cause to myself are my cries to be loved. Please don't forget about me. Please love me. I'm not dead! I'm right here. What did I do wrong to be so lonely?

I can give you the pleasure and the pain of both life and death. When you open your eyes your fate will be in my hands. I will be the one to bring you into your new life a a vampire. You will be with me forever. I will be the one you can trust. I will never hurt you.

The eclipse is all I see. Turn your hateful red eyes away from me. Give me a chance to live once again. My soul was taken away the day you bit me and the venom from your bite poisoned my heart and my body. Seconds turned into hours when I'm with you. Your shadow of love covers me. I am a victim to your cruel love. I have been told you will never truely be mine. That you just use me. Darkness shadows the light and i can't see your love for me at all. i believe what you tell me because I can't live without you.

We wander through the long nights together. I can feel your soft lips against mine. You always stay by my side. I fell so deeply in love with you when I first met you. You own my heart James. When you argue with me my tears fall on the inside. Whatever happens I will always be your . I promise that to you james.

I know you are scared. Because you do not understand what I did to you. But don't worrie your questions will be answered soon my dear. The sun is falling and soon it will be twilight. The time of day when you and I will rise. Darkness will fill the hole where your soul used to be. I cannot take you with me, because all i have is where I've been. And you were not meant to be. Goodbye my dear. This is where your heart ends and forever begins.

Scared and lonely I stare out my bedroom window looking into the night. Watching the moon dance with the stars. As I stare far beyond them and the rest of the world. Not feeling the bitter cold wind as it blows. Only feeling emptiness. I turn away from the window hoping to feel something. But I still feel empty and cold.

Let my lips press against yours. Hold you tightly in my arms, Loving you under the stars, Let me be your reward tonight. let me embrace you under the moonlight. L et me claim youas mine for eternaly. Never will you leave me ever my rose of the night.

I wonder love what you see when you look into my glowing red eyes. I build up walls to protect my heart. So I know it will never be torn apart. I only feel true happiness when you are near me. I am a creature without a soul. My love for you conqures my fears. What will you do to make my pain go away? What must I say to make you stay? How long will it be before you see. There is no ever after without you here with me.

Feed upon me love. Taste the warm sweetness of my blood. I am no longer afraid. I won't cry this time. Lay me down on your bed of black roses. As you gently kiss my lips. Make it quick so i stay numb and only feel your love. I will not fight you. I will not scream. Make it all seem just like a pleasent dream.

Why do you look through me? I talk to you bur you never listen. I feel so lost and alone. Every time you yell at me I'm torn up inside. But you always walk away instead of listining to my cries. Please for once look and see me I'm right here. please don't forget me I'm still alive inside. I'm not dead. I have feelings.

No one can sve me. Leave me here alone. Put bl;ack roses in my hands. Because I no longer exist in this world. Whats dead is dead but you have made me undead. To lie with you in a cold bed. Give me black roses to show your love for me. Because thanks to you we will be together for all eternity.

I am a tracker a highly skilled vampire surrounded by evil and darkness. I roam the woodlands in search of my mate Victoria. The taste of her blood is bitter sweet. She remains by my side always. When I say I hate you I mean I love you. It is just the way i am. If I ever hurt you i will just up the peices and put you together again.

Come my dear mortal. Come allow me to embrace you. Let me share my gift with you. Rule by my side in the Volturi castle in Volterra Italy. Let my lips passionately touch yours. Surrender yourself to me. Lets become one and let me make you beautiful and immortal.

Love protect me from the dark. Don't let it swallow me whole. Embrace me my dear. Hold me forever and never let me go. Protect me from his evil ways. He wants to make me like him cold and souless. A lady of the night. A black rose of eternity.

Do you hear what I whisper in your ear? I am a bad memory you want to have dissapear. Please don't fear me love I will not cause you harm. But why do you keep me here the young boy said? She did not reply back. Be quiet my dear child for he is hard at work and need not know you are here. That was the final time she spoke. She now rests in the verry same place her victims baked. Her death was his final song . For the boy finished him off. They will forever haunt this placeand she will be here forever trapped with me he said as a ghost her and me forever.

I feel the posion set in my veins.



But I do not scream and do not know why.



It feels realy painful But I do not seem to care.



I'm not afraid of turning. Living for the night.



Because when he bit me. I knew i would be all right.

Walking in the night alone. Feeling the darkness surround you. Fear is creeping in. Your heart beats faster with every step you take. No sounds to be heard out in the forest tonight. But only the sound of your lonely beating heart.

James do you hear my cries? Can you taste my tears? Come find me dear love. You are all I have. I will bleed for you my love. Hold me and protect me from all harm that may find meand do not let me go. You tell me i should fear you and that you are dangerous. But I love you too much to care. I will never leave your side I promise to always be there.

Red is the love that burns in my heart for her. I long for the bitter sweet taste of my friends blood and for her to taste mine. Come to me Victoria lets spend forever in an endless embrace of passion and love. That we can taste in each others blood.

My nightmares of fear. My storie never told to anyone. Of all my sins and the of losing my soul. Lost in a world of darkness that night I was turned. His intentions were to kill me. But he went to far and had no choice but to turn me. I felt it was better to be with him then to roam the night alone and unwanted. Still I search for my lost soul. But he tells me to give it up because i'm already dead.

I get teased for wearing black. But it tells alot about me. If only some people would just look past the colors I wear that it does not mean that I'm evil. I cannot wear white because it is for those who are pure I was told. And I am damaged from all the abuse that I have suffered. I am not pure so I wear the color black the color of sadness. The color of night. The color of my empty soul.

Bella I'm not letting you go. I need you too much. I promise to fight for you. So you remain mine. I can take away all of your fears. I am going to fight for you. I know you love only me Bella. We were meant to be together

I am a child of the night. A lost souless victim. Please don't hurt me anymore I beg. But he ignores me. I lay on the forest floor screaming in pain. As he bites into my wrist. He enjoys knowing i'm afraid of him. Soon it will be your day he says. To come out of the darkness and join us in our play.