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Come, come to me come come and take away this darkness. Come come take away this pain from me. Oh you mortal come and let me submerge in the sweetest nector you posses. Your blood gives me life. Give me the healing I want. Come to me my beloved one.

See how we twist and break? Bending to your will. To do as you wish but not us. We will break under your lies. Your love will kill our souls. Lock us up in your mind. cause we will break one more time. We fall from your heart. Into black watersof your veins like rivers of lies spun in your body. The spiders venom poisons us. So free us nto your mouth. And reveal your pain to seal the curse. That damned you here. With this cut you bleed our blood. Taking you over we are your fears. your nightmares.

My dear Spike keeps me from the dark. Give me your soul and light my way. Don't let it swallow me whole. You said your love would embrace me forever. Keep me safe from your dark ways. You seek to corrupt my thoughts. You want to use me. You need the light you saw in my soul . My darling Spike protect me from Angelus evil ways.

I can still feel you here but even your presence says goodbye. Your ghost begins to disappear and now I must live with the reasons why. Found everything I ever wanted and I ever needed in my life. But now it is already gone. I am battered, broken and beatened. I have nothing to rest my hop apon. What have I done? The finalact has begun. Eternal torment is what I expect. Everything is lost to me anyway so drive another nail into my cold black heart. Crucify my heart let the cold heartlessness be who i am. Because without you I'll never find love again. Please make this end for me or take me back into your arms my sweet Darla.

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TruthHurts
18:20 Jul 31 2009

Very sad indeed, did you write this or is it from a play or story?

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I look upon you teasing, waiting, wanting. Moving about to make you want me. Then at the last minute i let you win and conqure me. I look for the next I keep looking till I find you. All seeking information that is useful to me. Wehn I 'm done you kill them for me no more suffering you tell me. I keep this up till all are gone. There are more to find. But we will find them. They know this. terrified they come to me in visions begging to liveand not meet their fate. At one cost they bring my sire Angelus to me at once. He is brought unharmed. Lucky s they are. Once home I cry on my bed shaking. You hold me close and say I'm but inly a childe to you but yet so brave. daddy hugs his dear princess and holds me knowingI'm safe in his arms. He said I am a childe so frail but today I have killed on of many yet to come.

I close my eyes waiting for a sign. No more prayers too little faith left for them. My body is worn out. I've fought too much. But still I keep coming with a smile on my face. Yet I am tired, so so tired. But they won't win. I refuse to let my light unfold into darkness. I refuse to go without fighting again.No I won't go back to the blood filled tears. no i won't go back to being lonely nights. No i won't go back to you.

I won't kneel before you and give away my pride. You won't break me down. Love won't destroy me again. You want to destroy me again. i am stronger then the you met long ago. I will confront you. I won't take it any more. I am better then you ever thought i ever was. Yes I am worth it. I smile through tears. Yes a lie with sweet eyes. A lie that broke your black heart but not your immortal soul. Throughout all the pain the lies and broken hearts. Shattered dreams and broken tears memories and goodbyes. I am stiil here. I close my eyes I feel my senses awaken to the point of going numb again. Twist my heart give me your best punch, take me to hell and back blow me away. You turned my pure soul into an unholy one for eternal damnation. Now it is my turn to hear you screan in silence.

Crying scared i curl up on the floor. The lies surrounding you confuse me. The words you hear hurt me. The sins you made break me. The secret wispers fill my head. I stare grinning into your face. I'm afraid of my own inner darkness. Worried about being abandoned. Fearing you even more when you need to feed. I am a broken who lost her soul to you. Lonely and defensless blinded by my tears. I am a bitch to the powers of love holding my parinoidself. All you say is a lie. Pretty doll-like mask a fake smile made of glass. I'm cold unreachable. I am alone in a shell called myself.

The words that you left me, say their own goodbyes. The llines of sacrifice fade to nothing before my eyes. Our passion is just a memory. The forevers and the lifetimes are now long past.True love is forever or so they say. So how is it you say I need to read between the lines. Am I the only one who dosen't seem to get it? Am I the one who always seems to forget. I confuse passion with pain. The love we had was what helped me get by. And sometimes your love can make me cry. Even as I loved you you never truely loved me anyway. Leave me the memory of that one last kiss. Look into my eyes and tell me love what do you see. is there anything left that you can say resembles me. A tragically insane nightmare, a brilliant madman. I lose myself to fate and see if it meet my demand. Forgive me forever and I'll forgive you for goodbye. Forgive me for the times you smile and I'll forgive you for the times i cry. Bury me in coffins built of dreams that we had made.

I am the black rose amoung the red and no one knows I have no tears to shed. Covered in ashes that i burned myself. I am buried in my past. And what i have delt with. I probably should have known that i'd pay for what I have done. But the truth is I have grown and in the end I won. There is so much I have learned despite the circumstances. And I know I didn't really earn all thoes chances. I didn't ever try my best. All I did was play the game. It was only later did I see who I had become. I am the black rose.

Hunting down in the small hours of the night. Because during the day the sun is to bright. Humans will be drained of blood and I Darla will be the one doing it. It has been days, months, even years since I've tasted human blood. Rats don't do me good. Humans are the best. Oh I long for a glass of the red substance. That I call vampire wine. I need to hunt but why can't it be quick? If i don't do it soon i will be quite sick. At least I see my prey. A tall hansome man. I turn on my seductive charm. He thinks I will love him , But all i want to do is sire him and make him as my own. With Angelus by my side we are a family again.

I sit here alone crying nothing done, nothing to do. I hate the loneliness as it passes by my window and leaves me behind the image in the glass. I am done waiting for my life to change. I am done waiting to hear my name. Cause I am waek and dying. Alone I cry weak and lifeless. Cause you never said my name. Weak and lifeless... Dying Dyingfor you to save me. I beg that you take me. The pain of the past leaves me weeping. I swallow it down like bitter medicine. I want the silver spoon of sugar again. Come and choke the bloody life out of me. Stomp my blackheart till it stops beating. I'm done crying for now, I'm done waiting for you to save me .

I am left here as time passes slowly by. Killing everyone in its path. It is a night of darknes. Evil stalks the earth. Scent of death fills the midnight air. Mortals walk with fear. A timeless fear that has always been there. Rivers of souls run down into the earth leaving me here to stand alone. A distant beating of a heart is all that I can here.

It is time to face your daeth. Darling dark angel of my heart. Time has passed, the love is gone and yet I am not mad at you or sad. I now am in true love with the best man I feel needed and loved and happy. Noth the way you did. But love now fills my empty soul. Haunting music sends chills deep within me. I close my eyesand only see the memories of a hundred and fifty years spent with you. Knowing it will be for the last time. As I stand with the last tears i will ever cry for you. As I feel the last of the pain I felt for you. I walk throught a portal of time, i do not look back to what was that time long ago. For I have found where my soul was kept. i have found the need to live again.

I've cried for so long. There's no one here to hear me. Will there be a time that I'd have someone to talk to. Hello I'm here can you see me? Waiting for you to notice. It's not fair that I'm kept hotage alone all day to cry. Over all the past memories with you. I'm breaking apart mentally. Little by little. Do you see me? This pain is to much to handle and i can't go through it alone. For I'm a hostage to your black cold heart. Being held here lost, lonely and afraid. I'm still here, can you see me? My sadness has taken over. Crying and crying with no one to wipe away my blood stained tears or chase away my fears. inside me I'm d, tormented, ashmed. I only have myself to blame. I'm still here will you see me? I'm right in front of you but you don't see my existence. You look past me. I'm doomed forever trapped inside your lost heart. i'm still here but you can't see me or you won't.

Black roses grow around my grave. As demonds sing my demise. They dance arround my soul. Keeping me in the ground. For my soul was pure till you tainted it. If I get my soul back I will save the earth. I caused much pain and suffering to try and bring my dear Darla back. But in the end it was Drusilla who completed the task. But the gods still damned me. I destroyed the evil to save the good from the evil they possessed. But still my deeds go unoticed. No one speaks of me for my name alone brings fear. But I did it for them. But they still hate me for this they will pay for banning me from heaven and dooming me to eternal hell. Soon they will see all i have done to help them and lost my soul in the process. To save them form the demons inside.

Let me die

Let me bleed

help me get over my grief

The people around me are all alike. Only a few are like me.

Day by day I sit alone hiding in my chambers.

All the voices driving me out of my head.

Nobody knows the real me, if they did would they care/

No because the don't know the real me.

I want to live

I want to die

I will resist it

I will surrender to it.

I look around at the world outside and realize my passing is getting old. Thoes warm arms where i spent passionate nights with you are growing colder. The demons that once shyed away from the light are now getting bolder. Your eyes still haunt me i can see them staieing back. Your last breath upon my skin and the way you teasedall leaves me wondering why I lost you on our wedding night. Cursing at the sky from upon my knees I call out to you. The pain flows over me. It Hurts me so I cannot breathe. The sound of the crow comforts me. But death is a song I know will never be complete. Surrounded by mabeys and what might have beens. But in the end what can I hold onto? The darkness is really all that i can see. At what point do you no longer care? It was Halloween night when they took our love away, and i've never faced another day the same. I think of things I wish I could have told you, time seems so long now without you. Belief is misleading and trust is a lie. in the end you realize love and life are just a thief. That steals your soul and leaves you alone to cry in the dark.

I rember long ago when love was something we all did know. It wasn't shared with just one. It belonged to everyone. It became the best of time. People then suddenly stopped caring for eachother. and started hurting one another. Now they only care about what they can get. That long time ago has been lost forever never to be found. There are still some that hold fast to the old ways and that is what makes them honorable people.

I felt it again today. The pain , the longing. This time my emotions were overwhelming. Bringing me to my knees. It's a flood a dam of fire. Yet I still feel no release. The air is quiet surrounding a swamp of feelings. i am trapped inside my own personal hell. My limbs held by chains. I try to cry out but can not. Torn from this world would it matter? Who would hear me? Who would care? They are there and I am here trapped inside my head. There is nothing I can do. I am drowning in my thoughts. Save me please.

Little baby mouse creeping along polished floorboards shaking slightly. Its heart against the floor. Beat, Beat,Beat tiny drum keeping time to a song only heard and understood by the little baby mouse.

Tommorow is a new day so cross your hands and pray. To God or the Devil. For the mysteries to unravel. If the secrets stay hidden and your prayers arn't answered. If you feel your lost and everything seems to be the worst. When the world seems cold and life won't unfold. Know you can trust me. I will hold you. Tell me about your prayers even though I have no answers. I will listen to every word you say. I whisper kind words in your ear. Take my hand and wipe away your tears. Hold you like I had nothing else. Tell you the truth the best I can. If you don't wan't me to stay there's only one thing you have to say. One thing i need to hear again. Love me while you can.

This is our last dance. our last bloody dance. And to this dance we enter the dance floor hand in hand. To the blood drenched floor. our clothes are stained but on we dance. We twirl, we bow, we twist and turn and still we move on. Our glasses are full but untouched. The night goes black, our faces go pale. but still the music playes. Our breathing slows to a heartbeat. Our days have endedour dance and as each of us fall to the ground. But now time has stopped and our eternal dance is done. And now we twirl no more. We fall, we rise, we scream no more. Our dance is over and we will never dance again.

A kiss of sadness carried on the wind.

Afeeling of despair

A broken heart

A soul on fire

Words of hatered

A ravens nest

The mark of death

A world of torment forever lived.

A painted romance

Of and passion

A breath of silence

Sadness in the air

A golden kiss

A test of love

A blade of silver

An open wound

A rush of pain

A pool of blood

So much suffering as others stand and watch doing nothing as time passes by.

When I saw love i did not know. Love was meant to be taken slow.

i did not feel love when it first appeared. All I felt was empty.

Then one day it happened an arrow struck from heaven and brought me my dear sire Angel.The arrow peirced my heart. But the coldness didn't depart.

I wouldn't fall in love but it was far too deep. It was hard to ignore. Wehn it soon got into my sleep. Horrible nightmares, peaceful dreams. The love was a light like a radient beam. Then one night I looked at the moon and the stars. Then thoughts of forever. Is that man the one I seek, the onefor me? Suppose to be happy for finding love. But why am I chosen to be struck from above?