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The room was pitch black. Standing in the dark, I listened as the door ever so slowly opened. Then like a comet something swooshed into the pitch black room. All I could hear was the flapping of wings as tiny creatures- like bats or something screeched loudly. Frozen in my tracks I then heard a blood curdling scream. Then something grabbed my arm. It was to strong to be my sister. Terrified and fighting it off I strained to see who could possibly be gripping my arm. When I focused my eyes I could see the golden glow of my brothers eyes. Edward you scared me half to death. I'm sorry to have scared you. Are you ok? I know he was trying hard not to laugh. I smiled, taking a seat on the leather couch. We started talking about things like friends and school. He may be my brother by=ut he has the most amazing face. He looks like a living angle. Edward asked me if I would like to sit outside on the deck with him /i said yes. The moon was full and the stars were twinkling. It was beautiful.

Darkness shatters this already quiet night. Shadows covered by the thick covering of the trees that fill the forest. In the distance the sound of an owl breaks the quiet. The night seems to come awake around me. Scared and cold I sit on the ground looking helplessly into the night. Waiting for someone to find and rescue me. To let me know I will be ok, but no one ever came. Have they forgotten about me? What will happen if they never come? I will have no choice but to join Jame's coven. At least I would get to be with Victoria. My beautiful godess of the night.

When I awoke I felt odd. What is happening to me I screamed at James? But he jst stood there smiling at me. Then Laurent spoke and told me you are changing the process will take a while before you are completely like us. What do you mean I asked? My body is in horrible pain and I feel like my blood is on fire in my veins. That is all normal he told me it will get a lot worse before it gets any better. What am I becoming I asked Laurent? You are becoming a vampire and a tracker. Also you will be a play toy for my mate Victoria "James said". I thimk she likes you. Victoria is this beautiful vampire turned by James when she was18 years old. Victoria has long curly red hair, soft pale skin a nice body and eyes the color red with black. She lookd like a angel of the night. Her voice would melt anyones heart. James told me she would teach me everything I needed to know about being a tracker. But if I am becoming a vampire how will i get the blood I need? Until your change is complete you are allowed to take from me and Victoria James said to me. But I don't know how to? Just then James bit into his wrist and forcefully put it to my mouth. Now take until I pull away from you then you must stop or you will get verry sick. The taste of his blood was energizing and warm. He was proud of me for doing what he told me to do. It was hard for Victoria to not want to also take from her lover. But when she tried to grab his wrist he pushed her to the ground. "Wait your turn princess" you can have some when she is done. She sat on the ground looking up at James he eys color almost completely black with hunger. But I came firstJames and I am your mate she growled at him. When I was done James told Laurent to take me to a quiet spot so I could rest. Mean while as we walked away I could hear Victoria screaming as if in pain. We have to help her I said to Laurent. No it won't help she disobeyed what James sais and now he will punish her. She is only screaming because he is biting her hard andmaking love to her in a rough way. Don't worrie though Victoria likes it that way. Lets get you rested up so you can be ready when James wants you to go hunting with him.

I love my dad I relly do. But I am so hurt by the way he treats me. Sometimes I feel as though he dosen't like me, but I really try not to believe that. The problem is he is negative when he talks to me. He often yells at me which really hurts my feelings, and when he puts me down I feel bad about myself.

The moment I walk in the room the rude comments start. I feel its a bad way to talk to someone you are suppose to love and respect. It makes me really sad. Why doesn't he just rember all the nice things I've done? I wish my dad would understand how bad he makes me feel. Every insult feels like a blow. It hurts. I talk back and I yell because I feel that is the only way he will listen to me. I hope one day things will get better between me and my dad andthe arguing will stop forever. hopefully before it is too late for me because I am on the edge and about to fall off . I would hate to have him finnaly realise how I felt after I killed myself but now it's up to him to save me and try to make things better before it goes to far.

James is my to-die- for hottie, an older than i wild out of control guy. We have been dating fo twenty years now. He told me when he first turned me into a tracker " I don't want you to have another boyfriend ever" I am yours forever he told me. I was so happy i wanted to cry! I felt it was my destiny that I met this hansome guy that gave my the gift of immortality. When I am with James i feel so alive, I'm playful and fun when we are together. Being in love is so amazing. I am careless by the way I let him treat me. I don't quite know why I allow him to do what he wants with me maby it's the only type of love I have ever known. When Laurent tells James to not be so rough with me. I i tell him it's ok because I like it that way and it's more exciting. I am the of his dreams forever. Because forever is a long time to spend alone. I'm glad that I have JAmes even if he does sometimes get out of control with me. At least I'm not alone.

I was the you would always see alone. I'd sit alonee at a table in the lunchroom or at a big table in the library. I was "that " who was always alone. The one who always got lost in the story she was reading. It was my cover to make me look like I was not miserable being alone. I was the new student at Forks High. I knew no one and had no friends here. One morning as usual I got my backpack and hoppend into my noisy old truck. I arrived at school a bit early. The only other car in the lot belonged to a hansome boy named Edward Cullen. He looked nervous like when we first met. As it turns out he too was new to the neighborhood and today was the first day of school for him and his brothers and sisters. Thet day at lunch Edward and his family invited me to sit with them at their table. That was like the first moment I was no longer alone. Little by little we began to talk about school and things like our families and ourselves. We soon became friends then best friends then boyfriend and friend. Isn't it amazing how your life can change overnight? Mine did. I feel so different now, less alone and no longer left out. So now Edward , his family and I do many activities together. I now know i am important and no longer alone,

I am sort of a risk taker. Just yesterday I went for a walk in the woods after being told not to. The day before that I ate dessert before dinner. You might say I live on the edge.

Well actually you probably wouldn't say that. Things as simple as walking is even dangerous for me to do, too many chances for falling, when I stand on my two legs. I try to remain in control by playing it safe, nothing really bad ever happens then.

I am ready to say good-bye to the old me. It's time for me to start living fear free. I decide when oppertunities arise. Instead of crawling up under my covers. I'd be awake to face them head on. I am going to star taking risks and challenging myself.

I am now the who takes chances. now i spend late nights with my friends James and Laurent hunting and being out of control. When things get dangerous I get a major rush... Everyone tells me that I act like a different person. I never wanted to hurt anyone but I cand help what I do. its pure instinct because James made me a tracker. I'm sorry please forgive me. I only joined James group because he promised me that i would be happy/ But now I'm scared and in terriable pain from what he has done to me.