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We can't blame others, when love fades away. Because from the start, it never promised to stay.

It's just one of thopes things where stakes are hiight. it's sometimes forever and it's sometimes good-bye.



When we love the right way, you never will lose. No matter what path you take your always forced to chose.



Yoy may end up with tears and a broken heart. yYou know what you signed up for right from the start.



Only give what you've got to give if i's not enough you must still live.



Life goes on and broken hearts will heal. you must continue your quest if thats the deal.



Throw your heart into life and never stall, the greatest risk is nothing at all.



Life is too long to lock away our hearts, just because life forced us apart.



We will love and we will lose, we will pick and we will chose.

Butuntil then we must take the pain, the sun will soon shine again.

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cadrewolf
17:01 Mar 27 2009

Excellent and quit profound

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Jasper HAle I need you now- please take me by the hand. Stand by me when things get to hard, help me understand.

Take me by the hand dear Jasper, and lead me from this place. Chase away my doubts and fears, whipe the tears from off my face.

Jasper I cannot stand alone, i need your hand to hold. The warmth of your gentle touch , in my world that's grown so cold.

Please be a friend to me, and hold me day by day. Because with your hand in mine, I know I'll find the way.

As I looking into your eyes and found your longing stare. I stopped myself from saying words thatwould show how much I care. I put my hand up to your face to hold my feelings in. I wouldn't say the wordsagain to show my love for him. How much he means to me. He told me how much he loved me, and really needed to be with me. i never spoke the words again, for fear of his deep fright. i thought it was the last timje, until that blissful night. Your fingers traced around my face pushing my hair away, and I was quite unprepared for what you were about to say. My heart began beating quickly, my headraced on. I thought that I might cry. You looked at me as if I might faint.Imagine this strong guy. But never would I be more impressed with anything he'd do, Than when he took that heartfelt leap and told me " I LOVE YOU"

Bottled up inside are the words i never said. The feelings that i hide, the words you never read.

You see it in my eyes, read it on my face. Trapped insideare lies of a past i can;t erase.

With memories that - just won' t seem to go away. Why can't I just be happier?

today's a brand new day?

Yesterdays are over, Even though the hurting's not. I always have forever to enjoy what I've got.

Don't take my love for granted, because its been so long.All I ever wanted, always turned out wrong.

The hurt I'm feeling now won't disappear overnight, but someway, somehow everything will turn out right.

No more wishing to change the past, i't wasn't meant to be. It all happned a long time ago, i have to set myself free.

Sometimes I feel alone and lost. With no where to go and no one to run to. A dark angel with a dark past.

Everywhere I turn it seems like a stranger in the dark shadows engulfs me , follows me, haunts me. No relief, no end in sight, from the painful past of mine.

Memory haunting memory of my faerful past. Wishing for a shoulder to lean on, a safe hand to hold, a trusting soul. Someone to lead meout of the darkness and into the sunshine.

You are that someone I've been searching forand I'm glad your here. My heart tells me so that you always cared. Saving me when i felt lost.

The wimd is howling through the trees, and it ain't no gentle breeze. The rain is splashing , THe thunder is crashing.

We know a storm is coming.



Now lightning cracks across the sky, and the peaceful day has died. The limbsare landing on the roofs. Sounds of thunder like a million horses hoofs. We knoe it's going to be one mighty storm.



No more sound of birds a chirping, no noise andywhere in the forest. All have been drowned a sunder. Deafened by the rolling thunder. Where in the

center of one horrific storm.



But a new dawn soom is shining, The sky now clear , a silver lining. Clouds no longer block the sun. Twilight brings happier days so filled with fun. We all know the storm is over.

From the first moment i met you. Every day a race with time. We knew we'd spend together , a desire to make the you "mine."

First rays of sunlight glisten off your cool pale skin. A smile dancing in your golden eyes. Words pausing softly on your lips. Stirring gently with each sigh.

You make the moments sweet from morning hi's "to see you this evening," morning ," I can't wait to see you!" Later, "can we get together soon?"

Where will this love take us/ What journey's lie ahead? Will passion write of fulfilled lives? Or leave some words unread?

I think of you constantly morning, noon and night. You fill my world with loveliness just because you make everything right.

I am so happy and lucky to have you near. You've changed my world completely,knowing in life, we'll be side by side and I won't ever be alone.

My long past will always haunt me, and A past that will always be. But I am a better person now. having endless years brought out the better part in me.

With my arms open wide and my heartfull of pride. I can now express to you just what I feel insidfe.

Everyone tryed to lead the way. Yet is still went astray, and of courseI then became more stubborn, just the same.

Everyone said I was a reble, they all said they could tell. iwas only trying to find where i belong. Just wanting to sing my own song.

But I know you were always there, so please don' despair. To me you always mattered and always did I care.

Believe me when I say "I love you'

Because it's so verry true, I know how much you love me and I learned to love again because of you.

A knock on my door ever so softly. i stopped for a minutet to smile. It was my love on the other side opf the door. Come in I whispered and please do stay this time.



I've been waiting for you wishing , hoping , wanting. forever and all night long. Why did you take so long? And have you come to stay?



"Love is love!" Is all you would say. "my handin yours A walk in the clouds, a heart so light and happy."



He went hunting an hour ago and I feel sad and lonely. Feeling that if he dosen't come back home soon I will just die!



" The chapter's closed, so turn the page that space is no more."



" But if you'll be patient, I'll bring you a gift. Please believe there's better things in store!"



A knock at my door ever so softly. I stopped a minute to smile. It was my love on the other side of the door, so now i know that what they say is true: Time heals all and brings my love to you.

Meeting you in our secret place you and me alone, here with eachother in a world of our own. Discovering all our feelings, sharing all our thoughts, learning about each other. Noticing that our love is real and we are happy.

Days seem brighter:

Everything is possible:

Shooting stars are promises we're sure will come true: We speak a thousand words about everything, and yet nothjing in particular.

All hold meaning, as does our silence. Let's always agree to come here often together. To be alone in our secret place. In a world of our own

Clouds forming on the horizon, winds howling, snow falling. Great white wings of the godess wrapping me in her warmth, she smiles.

Cool sweet kisses on my face. I swirl and fall to the ground. Laughing softly. Warm sweet giggles fill me up . The child inside released with the first snow.

A man in a masked face leaped upon my horse.

I had no doubts as he jumped on. My might took hold to him, his evilness could not contain me. i rode faster and faster, and faster still. until his mask was shed. And he knew he was lead into a pasture where judges don't sit and men can ride my horses.

The unheard heart withers and dies alone. In imprisoned rage, in aching, complete delusion of thought and need. ing in the breathless brittleness of thebody it cries, "why can't you hear me what is your block?"

It only takes a moment to stop the possibilities in the seconds the heart does not comprehend the pace of nonhearing, it ticks thick with blood of desire . To be heard as you would hear a horses neigh.

Too many tears tumble onto missing lips, fingers, ears. Oh awake you fearful unheard heart. Awake and come out of your steel cage. Don't disappear behind selfmade bars of unshed tears come out here.

Who's late, who's early, who's on time.

Who said so, when and why.

My time, your time, his time, her time, it has no time.

In time my time time , your time, his time, her time. Time still has no time. So if need be i'm doing my time for eternity.

Lives click in time to a mysterious clock.

Which sometimes opens for a peek to look at a form so unique.

The tick collapses into busy days and many lives will waste away.

Just right for the destiny of a doomed ship.

Perhaps a storm crashed and set it in motion. A clock no one could know. Perhaps a demon cought the devil off guard and released a monster beneath the earth to come up above ground

Light along darkness

angel hides by day.

Unseen, unknown

he is a mystery.

Magically I breathe, blink, smile.

While he dose not.

What is love?

I know,

it's angel and me.

Loving eachother in harmony with darkness.

This feeling overwhelms me. A swelling of the heart. I never truely thought I would be this happy at the start.

you tske me by the hand and lead me by the heart. On a beach of sand throught the meadow that we part.

With you I let go of sound and of mind My feelings I cannot help but show to a guy so kind. You kiss my lips so tender, embrace me through the night. To you I have surrendered myself so hold on tight.

So strongly you hold my hand and whisper in my ear. I really feel you understand everything that you hear.

I lose myself in you this close I have never been. These feelings are so new to have a lover who is also my best friend.

There he was staring into my eyes. He was a image of perfection. His bright golden eyes the color of Amber. And oh so full of mystery, like a treasure waiting to be found.

He could win any s heart, but he was only interested in me. he was waiting my response to the question that he had asked me. All I had to do was get the words out of my mouth, but it was hard. His perfection stunnedmy thoughts, yet I managed to reply in a cool manner, sure I will be your

You're the thought that stars my mornings. The conclusion to my day. Your everything I do and everything I say.

You're the smile on my face, and the twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, the fullness in my life.

You are all I've wanted. you are all I need. You're all I ever dreamed of. You are all of this to me.

They took you frmo me, and now your gone.

I'm sitting here crying. Thinking of the days we spent together. will I treasure our memories?

Yes forever and ever.

Will I be sad forever? Oh I hope not! Your gone and I want you back in my life.

Time to pick a flowerand count all the petals. He loves me, He loves me not, He loves me.

HE LOVES ME! The trick to love is this. If you end up with he loves me not than start over because we all deserve to be loved.

Sometimes I wonderwhat it's like to be you?

To bring so much joy the way that you do.To make people smileday after day. To speak only kind words, others trust what you say.



When someone's upset you soothe and you comfort. They no longer worrie or doubt. You have a great personality you have your own style. It's real and it's genuine. You never give up.



you always succeed. You never dollow your alway in the lead.

It's amazing to think how many lives you touched. And mine id one of them Alice thank you verry much. Your such a great inspiration, and a person who is kind. A sister like you is a relly good find.

Fair is the white star of twilight , and the sky clear at the days end.

But my love is faier and better worth loving. He is my love, my life, my heart's friedn forever.

I love you with all my heart Jasper.

Reaching into air, for what we can not touch. Things we wish would go away things that hurt way too much.

Life is full of roses. But every petal falls. Leaving joy and sadness and memories we recall. So if time is a treasure ,and love is what we need . Lets hold onto eachother its 100 percent guaranteed.

For a while he always teased me and I've learned to ignore him. But some things you said, remained stuck in my head. Your looks both mean and unkind bugging me , bothering me. Terrifing my mind.

My life will get better ,in the end you will see. All that you said brought out the strength in me.

Love suddenly shattered, alone crying in the dark. Longing for your arms around me holding me in an endless embrace. Why did this have to happen. The pain is way too much to take. I said i loved you and you said the same. The world continues to revolve around us. But we are so in love that we are to blind to see. You are mine and I am yours for all eternity.

Love forever you promised. Together till the end. We did everything for each other you were my life.

When I was sad you were by my side. When I was scarred you felt my fear. when i needed you, you were always there.

You were the greatest. You always knew waht to say. You made everything better. As long as you were neari was ok. Because you told me forever.

The taste of blood in our mouths is like spring for us.A sudden awakening.

The world of darkness is awake tonight, on its back with eyes wide open.

Thhe glowof themoon fits the line of your lips. The blood on tehm and on mine. Your heart plays tug-of-blood inside your veins. Your eyes are cold as graves dug centuries ago, love lost long forgotten. Your voicereminds me of the sweet years wev'e spent in the past. When I came to you all one hundred and seventeen years of guilt and joy vry out at once. On the day you brought me across. My blood has made others, but they never visit. But I will always have you. My immortal lover. For my blood runs through yous veins every time we feed.

1. He always smells good



2. how easy it is to fit in his arms



3. The way he makes everything seem right



4. How cute he is when he watches me eat



5. The way he always looks good



6. He warms my heart even though he is ice cold



7. He always compliments me



8. He is cute when he argues



9. the way he smiles



10. The way he kisses



11. The way he holds me when I cry



12 .The way he says I missed you

Let time hold still for me. If only for this moment,as my soulsurrenders to my desire. When what lies inside is revealed. So delicstely balanceing on the edge of forever. While dark skysare calling, as night approches. Shines brighter than the sun. The cool rain now caresses us. Time will tell of what will be. To be loved, as no one soul has ever known. When hope allows destiny to give life up to loveand set it free kisses deliver me to you.

I was never what you wanted. But my blood will serve your purpose. Quench your hunger for a short time.

Use me, I give you my lifeand soul they mean nothing to me. You always hadmy soul scense that day long ago.

Now you don't want it. My blood is all you want. You'll take it and leave me lying on the cold floor to die alone and drained.

Darkness over comes me as my eyes close.

I can feel the life slipping away from my body now. what is happening to me I whisper with my dying breath to the man holsing me in his arms.

you are going through a transition. and when you awake you will be like I am. Are you an angel because you look like one but with no wings. no my dear I am not but what i am is a vampire. my beauty is eternal and my love is forever. Rest now my dear for when you wake you will be my soulmate forever. But I do not even know your name only of the true beauty that I see in you. My name is Edward Cullen and I am every s dream man , but they will never have me because you are the one I chose to be my mate and the one I want to spend forever with. enjoy it my love because forever is a long time to not enjoy yourself. I love you Edward I said before closing my eyes and drifting to sleep.

you loved me once then left me to die.

lying on the cold floor and never told me why.