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The last remaining bits of light in the sky turn to black as I sit on the cool forest floor waiting for james to return. I am missing him badly but yet I am comforted by my best friend. Then I heard a noise in the brush and my instincts kicked in to high gear. It was James I knewit was because i could tell by his scent. He walked over to me and pushed me up against a tree and started kissing me passionately. oh how I love when he bites my lower lip when he kisses me. then he layed me down on the meadow floor and held me in his cold embrace. Never let me go I told him . I love you and always will.

i'm cold now. So very cold. Now I can no longer breath. I'm sitting in a black room. I began to cry to myself. Holding my legs against my chest. I know someones in here with me, I slowly turn my head. I see a tall man standing over me , he looks so sad. I know who he is. I feel my heart drop. I know why he is sad. His life was taken from him to soon. He had so much to live for. I see him every night in my room standing over my sleeping body. Watching me cryt. I thought no one cared, but when I saw you that dreadful day cold and alone I told you in my thoughts that i'm sorry you had to go this way. I may not know who you were. But tears filled my eyes as I walked away. I only knew you in spirit form. I will never truely know what happened. Only from what others have said . You took the truth to the grave with you. I cry when I think of that day or when I hear the song that played before it happened. I sometimes just want to scream out why! I look at your ghost as it sits besides me on my bed. I tell you I am sorry. I whish it never happened to you. I tell your spirit I care about you because I feel so bad.Then I say I'm sorry again you never should have died the way you did. I just want you to know even though I never met you, that i do care about you because someone has to, It dosen't matter if you are in spirit form you still have me as a friend. Please don't be so sad. It hurts me to see you like that. If I could turn back time you would be alive and your family would be happy and so would i. When you rode by my house on your motorbike and waved at me it brought me great joy. To me you were like a friend. Even as your spirit watches me in the night I feel you protect and keep me safe. Something no one could do for you. Who saidthe living and the dead can't be friends. ( DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF A FRIEND) (YOU ARE MISSED RIP)

Victoria you are my angel of the night. So pure but yet so deadly. How could I ever resist your pale soft skin, your curly long red hair and your beautiful black eyes. The way you tease with your voice. Like the time you told my family that you were the one with the wicked curve ball. i fell in love with you that very day. Take me in you cold embrace and never let me go. I will willingly join Jame's coven just to be by your side. To be able to protect you the best I can. To spend endless nights with you in my arms. i love you victoria my angel of the night. My black rose. I am yours forever.