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Today is Friday the 10 of October it is 10:00AM. I am sitting at my computer drinking a glass of wine (red of course). I'm still puzzled about where my place is in the kindred community ever sence I was forcefully made brujah by a guy named martin. Martin is one of Eddie Fiori's bodyguards and so is his twin brother Cameron. they have destroyed me and who I was. I use to be happy but now all I feel is dead inside and empty. Some say that I was just used as a target . Because my uncle cares alot about me and would give his life to save mine. That is why the Brujah embraced me against my will as a means of cruel revenge towards my uncle so that he would lose control. and break kindred rules. But now I'm stuck between the family I love and the clan I hate. My uncle is from the Ventrue clan and is also the prince of the city. My boyfriend whos name will will remain secret because the Brujah clan are trying to kill him and have set up a blood hunt for him is from the Gangrel clan I love him with all my unbeating heart and our blood bonds us together. I know he is going through some hard times because he was just recently embraced a few months ago and has yet to understand what is going to happen to him. he dosen't realize the reason he gets weak is because he needs to feed and that if he dosn't it will only hurt more. Dear if you are reading this don't get mad at me. I love you and want you to know my love is eternal and 3 things (1) REMBER WHO YOU ARE (2) REMBER WHAT YOU ARE (3) REMBER WHO LOVES YOU