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im not sure why i am here at the moment, i feel complaild to say something, as if something today was of some importance.i tred threw my memories of the day. i saw an infant holding his foot in his mouth, it was adorable.i saw the sunset of gold clouds with a teal bluesky.i smelld the mist of salty sea air.treasure your moments and dont let them pass...

what a day, thwo past twodays i have started a new job,,im wore frekin out. but still kicking. i cant wait for next week....,yes sarcasm....but it could be worse..i could not be wielding in 100 degree weather.

today is soo fuckd up...i lost to really good friends due to the fact that some fuckd up camel jockey had to throw,,yes throw an ied..i dont know how to deal with this.it was alot easier when i had my guys to look after,,now i only have myself.fuck,i just dont know anymore.whyyyyyyyy.i wish i didnt have this ffrekin cancer,,i could have been there,or atleast the shifts and rotations would have been diferent..does anyone out there know what im talking about..fuck,,i hate this life...

i feel like your holding out for love with someone eles,i dont know what to know when im bymyself,you didnt have to make it like you did,you didnt have to say you loved me but you did.i want to stay up all night just to be in you rsight, i fucken love you with all of my might.

i loe too fast and way to hardbut o cant help it i need for you to be apart of me,you all i want, your my fantisy, it all went strait to my head, all the loveing words you said, myy dreams are in the air now, hey baby i love you i dont care,come to me, my destiny your my rising sun,i was born hopeless with out a hand,but with you i would make my final stand,you rmy white light,by you i wouldnt have to fight,i'll make it happen i'll do what you need, i'll never be mean to you the most beautiful women i have ever seeni'll allways stand up and be by you,do whats right, you rmy ever ending night, just like the black dirty masses,i'll always be there even as ashes,i need to know if you really there? or are you just part of the unfair,close your eyes,dont you see im the one right next to the,Eternal love,what if it moves,this heart ake from me to you,what if it passes,,,fuck it i;ll join the masses, you might see im abrode and have a silly look,i cant help it it all natrual i only wish to be a page in your book..

when you want to dooo,but cant, when your eyes are cloudy, your lips quivers,your hands shake,and you cant stand, there no taste for food,and no qenching the thirst,you feel me,

nothing can sooth you,just fucking cry.and that doesnt work,,,, go t alpine vally in the middle of the night....i cant stop,,, im on the midnight fligh. going to find a reson,, i cant hear the angels singing,just the devil man beating, i dont see where i belong im just anouther blues player with a fuckd up song, writeing for hours at the end of the day,,,, i hope i i find a way,,,,nights feel sooo bad......i get too mad, and im standing here waiting too seee...... who willl beeee,,the neext in my bed...nights are for tattoooss there always by yourside..nights are to looosss you....