Deeper for Darker, As dearer for nearer, Lover and sinner, Give me my sin again dearest angel, To dream of nails drawn slow, This pale flesh a blush, The brilliance of the vitae, Fire truck red as it leaves the wound, Self inflicted perdition, Heading for the promised land, And than she took my hand, And it was hers that would guide the blade, Never would I waver from such a, Beautiful tragedy, Romance laced with strychnine, A promise , a pact, our devotion, Timeless words of adoration, To breath together, To bleed as one, Willingly will I be led, To the edge of oblivion, And into the belly of whale, For where she leeds, I will surely follow.
Deep inside I can feel the pain; it burns my soul like acid rain A growth, a demon that will not cease, will not stop but just increase As the darkness calls my name, the light grows dim cannot sustain Feelings lost and memories gone, walls close on and I can�t move on So alone I walk through endless fog, nothing left but to inhale the smog In this silence to loud, in this darkness to bright, there is no joy, no hand to hold tight Senses drown and thought fade, the fountain of lies like blood cascades Someone save me and stop the bleeding, somebody stop the pain I�m conceding Why can�t you hear me screaming so loud, why am I just a face in the crowd Maybe I�m not supposed to survive, so what�s the point of being alive Alone I fade from histories view, when all I needed was help from you Don�t feel bad, I blame me, it�s not your fault you couldn�t see I should have said this long ago; it�s my fault you didn�t know Away from society this soul will soar, gliding through darkness forever more
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Feelings crushed my mind crashes, flowing free through blood red ashes Ice incases my airless lungs, a burden of hatred now undone My eyes go white as my heart goes black, my invisible barrier slowly cracks No were to hide, nothing can stop me Not even I, who used to control me A plague among men, I walk by unseen, no feelings or thoughts, only bad dreams I cry out for help but no one can hear, so I hide in myself and feed on my fear As fog rises up, I start to go blind, memories I�d lost return and rewind I watch it all from start to end, starts out straight but twists and bends Like a lifeless photo on the wall, nails come loose and pictures fall It hits the floor and glass shatters, a dying image that doesn�t matter Just like me the image cracks, nothing, no one can bring me back
You feed on my hunger, heal on my pain.
I am such a tortured soul wanting you in vain.
I strive for your desire, yearn for thy lust.
You draw what you can from me, take what you must.
I covet you greatly, my soul is thine.
Your kiss sends webs of darkness crawling up my spine.
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