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Hmm. Today I had a very good day. Free day at school, hell yeah.lol For some reason I started thinking about how much I dislike downers. Yet it seems so many of the people I love and care for are the pessimistic ones who bring down my mood when I have a fucking awesome day. That thing didn't happen today but many times it does. I don't know whether to just say "fuck you I'm having a good day" or join the pitty party. The second is pretty tasty but lately it just drains me and I'm tired of that. At times I play the role of cheering others up but I just want to say cheer your own fucking self up! I'm pretty optimistic but I know I take on too much. That I care about too many people even at my own expense sometimes. Don't get me wrong I can be a bitch at times but not most of the time. I think it's a good quality to wanna help others. I see so many people who are just rude and assholes and I strongly dislike that and don't want to be part of that. I can but I'm trying not to. What else? lol I need to download a few songs! Maybe make a tracklist for my site. til next time. :)

I've had my pro for a week or so now so I thought it was time to get a journal. I don't plan on this being uber private being that it's just not me. I only get private when talking anything else seems uncomfortable. Maybe each entry will be on a different topic or how I feel about a subject. Can you tell I'm bored?lol Hmm, how about why I like vampire rave? I was on myspace before (still am) but it seems you have to o through a lot of bull shit type people and I dislike that. On here there's a few "I;m so evil" type of thing but for the most part some really interesting and like minded people so it's fun. I like the whole status thing and rating too. Kinda annoying when I can't level up but it's still really fun. I'm finally getting over my cold, yippee! til next time, mwah