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i step put in the world knowing the fact that im by my self though what ever imma go through. I walk the streets, n i feel like there is some one there by my side. so i turn to see... but no one was there.



i think of it as nothing. so i countine with this endless nightmare. how is it that every where i go now, i feel like some ones with me. but when i turn around theres no one there. i sadly turn away in disapppintment. somehow i feel alone, but i also feel like some one is watching over me.



the agginny starts to get to me, others think im crazy. i ask my self if any of this is real?? the things done by the the darkness and the pain i once use to recive. it all started to fade away when you came around. things were getting clear. you said you would stay n never leave. ohhh how i lost you, but yet still fell your soul around. why;s they have to take you away from me, why??!!!



the nights bring me nightmares, the memoires bring me pain, ur hugs brought me joy and i was once again alive, but now ur gone.



how did this happen?? why'd u have to pass on, and leave me alone once again?? i thought u wnted to be with me.......



everything reminded me of you, and it was all to much to handle, so i want to let you know im plannin on my death to once again be with you.

to have you hold me, and kiss away my pain. to know im wont be alone.





still feeling like your here, like ur holding me and i feel ur hushed kisses on my soft face, as they being to fade away, i pulled the goltt out from under the bed n hold it to my head..... i know u would want this too, i know this is what i have to do. and.........









BOOOOMMMM!!! the shot goes off.

to be with u again, i would to it all.