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man, i wish i had the kind of job where i could get inked wherever i want!! i'd love to get the bride of frankenstein neck stitches, but...i doubt that would be "ambulance appropriate". i hAVE no idea why i'm so obsessed with "bride" lately. i mean, she's a total babe, and the movie is pretty deep, but...

i'm almost done with the third book in the twilight series. i'm only reading them because they're very well written. cause the story is lame as hell. sparkling vampires? can't live without someone by your side 24/7? whatever, man. i prefer the sookie stackhouse books. at least she has some balls.

been getting stronger every day. the meds don't make me as tired anymore. my pulse is still too high, but by limiting stimulants i'm controlling it as best as i can. i'm debating getting in touch with my ex for a booty call. cause it's been a while, and he IS good at it....i could use a distraction from the neverending housework and crap.....

so i'm home, trying to get back to my normal life. the thyroid meds make me sleepy, which is going to be an issue with work. my house is mostly back in order, and the kids are back to being their rambunctious selves. i'm honestly surprised i didn't hear from my latest ex. maybe he's actually moved on more than i give him credit for. or he just doesn't give a damn anymore.

so i tried to do my usual friday with kk...java mill then shopping. unfortunately my body went retarded, i had a seizure, and woke up in a life squad. i haven't had a seizure in 25 years. they could find no abnormalities in my brain. but they did find out i have an overactive thyroid. so that has to be addressed. i have never had a seizure in public, last time was in my dad's car. the doctor told me not to drive for 3 months. yeah right!! i promised to limit my driving. and try to get more sleep. apparently seizures can be brought on by sleep deprivation. so...sleep more and drive less. if it's what i have to do...

so there's all this drama going on with an organization i used to belong to, which will no longer accept me because of the tattoos on my hands. my bestie tried to quit, but they wouldn't take her resignation. she also has tattoos on her hands, but that's okay with these people. i guess it makes me a petty little person to be pissed that they toss me aside like trash, but beg her to stay. i have higher levels of training, not that it matters. it's fucking bullshit. but i can't bitch to her about it, so i'm putting it out to my anonymous readers. i'm angry and hurt by this!!!