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"It's complicated, (this time I think it could be) Triangulated, (Could be just what we need) So, what you say we give it up and walk away? We're overrated, anyway"



I sometimes wonder if loose ends can really be tied up?

I know that I haven't talked to you in ages, and I know that my profile has grown rather old and desolate. I guess it's time I tell you what has been going in my life. I started dating someone new, his name is Travis, and I know that I talked to you about dating you possibly. Then I just disappeared. I understand if you hate me, but I was so lonely and sad. I didn't start dating him because I was lonely or sad, but because he makes me happy.



I actually reached a point Raven, where I about drove my car into a semi. I had a moment were I was putting the car towards it, then at the last moment stopped myself. I had flashes of my loved ones, and realized...I just couldn't die this way. At least not over some guy that didn't want me anymore.



I managed to put my life back together, after I left my ex's and started living with my current boyfriend. I've been so much happier, more than I can ever express. I graduated college earlier this month, and am now looking to get back for my BA. Doesn't that seem awesome?



I got myself a ferret too, his name is Talon and I have joined a coven. I forgot to tell you, I'm pagan now, completely free of Christianity like it was a cross to bare. I am learning how to heal with energy, read cards, and even begin to understand my dreams.



I just hope that you know that I miss you, and still want you to come see me. I mean even live with me, and help build your life. I wouldn't mind helping to find you a girl that made your world brighter, but I don't know if you'll even talk to me.



With love,



Unpretty

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Rav3nsBloodyWrist
15:10 Aug 30 2009

i'm sorry...i was never there for you...forgive me.

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