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Been having health issues, and as usual doctors are little to no help. To clarify on my title of this entry, I know full well there is good doctors out there. But most the ones I met screwed me over one way or another.

Example. When little, was diagnosed with scoliosis. Was told by doctor it was not severe enough to need attention, won't get any worse, and won't cause pain or issues. Even though the X-ray to my untrained child eye, was a terrifying sight of a curved spine like a snake in the grass. Now, he pointed to this area on my spine, iirc near where it connects to the hips. And said this was a growth indicator. And showed 'You will not get any taller. So, the spine will not get any worse." Fast forward a few years, gained around a foot in height, have nerve damage of the spine and legs, and arthritis of hips. Just one of many examples of my bad luck with doctors.

Another case. I have depression, and used to have suicidal thoughts. The medicine used on me, had a weird side effect of hallucinations, which naturally I mentioned them to doctors. So in my file was 'hallucinations and delusions, depression, and suicide risk'. This may not seem that horrible, until. 2020 when I had sever agony throughout my body, could not walk, barely see, could barely breathe either. And hospital not figuring what was wrong with me, too busy with Covid, saw my files detailing I am delusional and depressed figure it is psychosomatic and have me committed to a psyche ward. Faked my way out of there pretending to be all better, since I rather die in my own bed then a tiny hospital one. About a week after being home, have a fall and cannot walk. So call ambulance. Paramedic treats me like dog shit (apparently saw my file, which yes paramedics can see and look at your files before treating you) refused to bring stretcher inside and forced me to walk outside even though I could barely stand, and could not see. I kept saying I cannot see, and he snapped at me "Open your eyes then!" Guys, i only have one eye. And the eye I had was opened. I told him this, he shut up, grabbed my arm and dragged me outside. My arm, was covered in boils at this time from my illness. Hospital discharged me, saying I had a skin rash, that's all. Dermatologist realized what I had, sent me to a clinic, and they discovered I was terminally ill and dying from organ failure, collapsed lung, water on heart and lungs, and a bunch of other stuff.

I have had countless surgeries, and lost body parts to doctors who swore they knew what they were doing. I nearly died multiple times to doctors who swore I was fine until it was too late. And I spend most my life in agony. So yeah...doctors suck sometimes. And now I fear even calling one up unless I am bleeding to death or something VISIBLY wrong they can tell by one glance instead of tests they will ignore.