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How long must i suffer? My condition deteriorates day after day and i see no end. A little blood is all that it will take to cease this pain temporarily. I'm surrounded by blood yet it seems so impossible to indulge my craving without violence no donors i can find. Lately i found myself just walking miles and miles not even realizing it in search for a lil taste. Sadly, its been fruitless. How long must we live in suffering with every instinct to hunt kill drink unable to satisfy it. I dont want to hurt people but i want blood i need to find sanctuary or at least a donor soon .