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ok, now i have something to brag about:not only did i go up an level,but i also got two of my friends to join me here:nytebreed and nyteflier,am i good or what?i think nytebreed will fit in great here syncce she lives the vampire lifestyle anyway(i do to, i probably rubbed off on her hehe)i have to travel back to pittsburgh*pouts*i don't know why i just feel likei should be there.look, found something to complain about anyway....

my life(if you can call it that)is very hard to manage somtymes....i have do so much shit and i'm not really sure i want to do it....will anyone notice?probably not, but if i don't do it, then what would i do?i'm just complaining b-cuz, it's something else to put on my list of shit to do.......

i long for those dayz when one was not qustioned for one did,to be able to do i wanted-to live simply....free.now, i have watch what i do,before someone finds out my secret,i keep telling myself that nothing can happen to me-what if i'm wrong and someone is plotting againsr me as i speak?i have noone to run to,why should i?i'm alone, and that is how i like it.....perhaps i should stop bytching and get on with what i call exsistance, it may ont be much but it's something.....

i guess this is where i put my deepest thoughts and feelings hunh?what if i don't have any?what if i rather have all bottled up inside?noone gets me anyway, so what excatly is the point to any of this?does anyone really even know?at this point i don't even really kare,but you know......whatever.