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kind n sweet with gifts of love weather it be flowers chocolats or jewlry he always found a way to show he had alot of love. ide argue and say gifts were not what i wanted but he always had something to give me. he held me when i needed it. listend when i needed an ear. was never afraid to dance. and always truthfull n honest with me. i miss him so verry much.

i usualy never cared wether i was liked or not, i am me. i am the queen of the spirit world and i have many powers in spirit as well as much, much info of the spirit world. a spin to who i am. i am a verry spiritual person. it is a mix that many don't understand. who am I ? I am Carina the queen of the vandra's. I am a woman of 27. but in spirit i am 8538 years old and i hold alot of knowlage about the spirit world and the demons and angles as well as the different spirits that are here. we have never been alone. but i always feel like i am. I feel like i am in a crouded room screeming about the dangers and trying to worn all, but yet i am not heared or seen. nobody cares or wants to know the truths. on top of that demons are doing everything to stop me and shut me up. but i will continue untill someone, everyone hears the whoal truth. i cant help but wonder if i am alone at times. no body cares. no body is listening to me. nobody cares to know the truths about life and what it is to live.

where they are is in spirit and in the mind n soal. but where they are from is a far greater far higher place. they was made from and by higher athority that nobody can just walkup and say give me. they are givin to us and we can get them. we have to trust and belive. he gave us power to fight and live. he gave us decernment to know who we are fighting. he gave us sight to see who we are fighting. interpratation to know whats beeing said and put against us. these gifts are not just powers but also tools. they are our wepons to fight the real battle. god is the master mind behind it all.

all vandra's are welcome. salect few will get to live within the actual house but all are welcom to come visit. truth kindness and honesty will give you the keys. rudeness, lieing, stealing, and fighting will get you kiked out and band from visiting. come all and see me. the doors to my home will afitialy open may first. my king and husband, culio and I would like to find some roomates that would like to live with us and learn the truths about life and the spirit world. we plan to own a castle in witch thered be 6 wings in wich we would apoint a head for each and defanatly alow 2 others for each wing thats a total of 15 living in and of cource us. but the castle is a dream that is far in the makeing. right now we need to find and spread the real truth to those that will listen and learn as well as a few roomates to live with us for real. theres been a few times when i thought i had imagined it all but then i got atacked so i know how real it all is but it is not explainable in one day. the knowlage i hold is alot.

it is a virtue but at times a hard thing to exersise. theres times i do not want to be patiant. theres time i dont need to be ither but it is a good thing to have. patiance is a frind in life to have. too much is bad too little is bad. we gota know when to be and not to be patiant. evan when its hard to be. it is a virtue to have.