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Heart beat strongly crying out to thee, crying tears from thy eyes so deep, these feelings rage on the torment of what is, what could be, lost in pain of wandering thoughts, am I a fool to feel this way, and why wount it fade, I desire to behold the passion there, yet wanting to hate him and can't. Anger stands yet fades away as simple words spoken melts me away, back to the love that pulses strong, fear is not there but questions of why........Life comes n goes, dreams come then fade, love is hidden and found but false love fades, trouble rises and hits then runs away just to hit again another day, life has ups n downs and goes in circles, why try to uphold anything when everything fades and flakes away, I do what I must no concern for myself and yet I am not appreciated but hated and pushed and chased by many for difrent reasons. What's right n wrong, what is what, who is who, what is it I'm saposed to do, eyes ever watchfull, judgeing everything said n done, nobody is perfect, yet I'm saposed to be and I'm not. Why can't I be excepted for all I am, how I am, and loved unconditionally ..................

He's captured my eye and possibly my heart. Whispers n common thoughts, our paths hold dif stories yet so much is there like looking in a mirror, light n dark from within, a balance shimmering brightly, is it what it seems, is there more there, is my thoughts deceiving me. My heart says to fallow my mind says to run. This gentleman has captured my attention so deeply yet I wait to see where this will go......

Echoes of the past cry from my heart, my mind showing me visions of what was, my heart crying out for him again, is he real, is he alive, I wander heavily on many things yet I strive to stand strong, a past life echoes in my heart as this life threatens to tear me apart, my sanity and free will my own, yet many thoughts tear at me, is he real is he a live, these lieing dogs keep at me so that I fear not finding the true one for fear of being hurt again by another fake, echoes come to me from my heart of the distant past so long ago , all I want is to find my true love and to be in his arms

Hate me today, hate me tomorrow, but know as i gase at the stars im reminded how time flies away so easily. Broken i may be but theres still love there it causes great pain its not alright its a mess that is all around the stars makeing me think how short life is, forget me if you must but know my love is real its so deep u cant erase it from me, so hate me if u must i will fade to the night and dream my life away..

Bound I am to these fresh words comeing against me, broken in pain for all my priceless treasures was taken, little hope I hold fast to, real true love I hold fast to, a darkness surrounds me yet the beam of light close by shines bright. A pathway barely visible to me, I serch to find a way to brake these bonds, to find a way to reclaim my gems, to one daydreams before the one that's captured my heart. A connection found readily, I wander if it's trueness I have before me, yet my sweet priceless charms are my first thing to find my way back to, I also hope to find a way to this love so true that becons me so, if only these chains holding me back can soon be broken to fall away so I can take the path before me.......

In darkness I stand my emotions empty my thoughts mixed and everywhere. Void of emotion. Void of thought. Stuck in this maze of darkness with twisted locks I stand here in the midst hearing voices calling out to me in different ways , witch way to turn witch way to run. I know what I want but can't seem to find my way. The closer I get the farther away I seem to get only to be left in confused disarray even more