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why is that everytime I fall in love something happens. I'm so fukkn tired of trying then to see it all fall apart in front of me. I'm always the one to get her heart broken. why can't I just be happy for once in my fukkn life. It's more like I'm damned or something. Everything I love leaves me. I don't know what to fukkn do. Will I ever be happy or will I be alone for eternity looking for the one who won't leave me. Why me?Why should I suffer all the fukkn time.