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Okay. So thing's aren't getting any easier. I've managed to figure a lot of things out. But as soon as I overcome one obstacle, another presents itself. I'm now convinced that at the end of this constant flow of questions and knowledge, I will have found something out that will change absolutely everything. This is big. I'm starting to feel more powerful in myself with all the new information, But it's all very tiring. I'm having concentration problems. It's becoming harder to make progress in answering everything that runs through my mind. I must find a way to get my focus back. But then that's just another obstacle.. right?

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xXBlackRavenXx
18:32 May 11 2010

it's like revision (only more important) you read a page and damn it if you cant concentrate on it any more :P



Good luck at beating these obstacles. I'm sure they're there for a reason

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Right. I have no idea what my head is trying to tell me. There are so many possible futures and details and ideas and complications in my head, that I have absolutely no idea what I feel anymore. Everything's clouded. I feel dumb. I need to concentrate, but I can't. I know something is happening to me. That's all I know. I will be writing more about this. I feel so clueless, yet so boundlessly wise at the same time.. we will see.

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xXBlackRavenXx
21:06 Apr 19 2010

good luck with finding that your mind's trying to tell you (least for you it isn't a loosing battle lol. I have serious arguments before my mind tells me anything XD)



Post again when you know - I'm intrigued...

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As each day goes by, I can't help but notice that a lot of people who claim to be different to others significantly all have very similar behavioral patterns. For instance, being contradictory of ones-self. Or acting in a way that is completely against your principles for the pleasing of someone else. Why do people go against themselves to get closer to people who stand against their beliefs? To fit in? Why would you want to fit in with something that demeans you. I am seeing this everyday. It's pathetic.

So, I found this website. Hopefully I'll meet some interesting people. Relating to people is difficult, finding people similar to yourself is even harder. I endeavor to find people on this website that are.

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xXBlackRavenXx
23:20 Apr 08 2010

and there I thought I was interesting. You brake my heart :/ XD

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nottzmanz
11:46 Jun 08 2010

SIIIIIK BLADCLAT!

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