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I feel awful.
I feel like a literal leech.
In a heated, intimate moment, I fed off someone without their knowledge. They had a small cut on their shoulder and I just went for it! It has been so long since I fed, I didn't even stop to think. The blood called me, and I acted in the most primitave, primal way. My lover never knew. At least, if they did, they never mentioned it. Does this make me a freak?
If I could describe it as anything, it was like an electrical surge through my body, even just the taste I got, I felt elated and empowered. Afterwards, I had this overwhelming feeling of guilt. It was unethical.
I have an event I'm doing in the Emeral City this next weekend. These events are fantastic for psychic feeding. So much energy just floating out there. I always leave feeling whole and light again. Healed, in a way.