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Reflections



08.05.2004



She looks great with her long curly red hair,

that seems like fire in the sunlight.

Her eyes sparkle like ambers, a matching pair,

long lashes surrounding them, her look so bright.

A figure of a goddess, lean and curvy.

Her smile a seduction with these full lips.

Her whole appearance worth a survey.

No matter what she wears, it clad her hips



She opens her eyes to look at her reflection.

A last wish to see what she so much admired,

but all she sees is blunt and imperfection.

Gone has that beautiful girl she conjured.

This princess that everybody would love.

Slamming her fist into the mirrors surface,

but killing the image is no solution thereof.

Tears fall and resignation takes place.



Blind hate floods her brain as she takes action.

Grabbing what’s left of the fair maidens envision.

Cutting her skin with a piece of reflection,

the slicing pain she feels, is no final decision.

This red strings of life, making her happy,

feeling warm as they run down her body.

The piece of mirror showing her unhappy

and her fading soul won’t ever meet somebody.



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Hidden



16.04.2004



Hidden in the dark

beats my little heart

waiting for that spark

that lets it all start



Hidden in the dark

waits my little soul

Hungry like a lark

waiting to be whole



Hidden in the dark

fist my little hands

hurting green-blue marks

shocked by your demands



Hidden in the dark

lays my little body

nobody gives a fark

of that skin so bloody



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A Pleading Heart



19.04.2004



Goddess of the moon, help me thru this.

As my lover has gone and I think this is his.

It’s his or better a piece of his hurting heart

and I think he still has the breaking counterpart



Goddess of the sun, help me thru this.

Can you please help me too, with what’s amiss?

I want my heart back from this beloved man,

no matter how good and true this began.



Goddess of the stars, help me thru this.

Can you let the starlight beam over him in bliss?

Convince him that my heart is not good enough

and that he shouldn’t treat it all too rough.



Goddess of the earth, help me thru this.

I know my knees felt weak, at his first kiss.

Feeling feathery light and whole with nature,

but I had to find out it was all a horrible failure.



Goddess of the ocean, help me thru this.

Let your soothing water fill this abyss.

Maybe your holy waters can make me whole again.

Washing away all the pain and this hearts chain.



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Lust



23.05.2004



Bright dark flaming red



laying in a green bed

with a hint of gold

your request nearly bold



eat me, eat me,

you seem to scream.

hmmm I would love

to enjoy you with cream.



juicy, fresh and very sweet

gawd how much I love to eat

licking my fingers quick cleanly

cant wait for next summers strawberry serenely



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I want to...



06.04.2004



I want to be dead...

feeling the cold earth on my head

I want to feel numb...

disinterested to whatever may come

I want to close my eyes...

a last time starring at the unreachable prize

I want my body to feel cold...

my soul feels cheap, to the price she got sold

I want to stop to breath...

and as i leave earth, may heaven and hell freeze

I want to be angry...

cause my heart and soul still feels hungry

I want to be loved...

but my body and mind feel unloved

I want to be dead...

just lying cold in my bed



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~~Mariasha~~





19.04.2004





Her body so slender and lean as she dances



swaying and moving like reed in a breeze



my heart races and my eyes glances



as the flute and drums lead her feet





she captured my heart with her beauty



her eyes burning into my soul



I thought she would love me truly



but her heart was just a black hole





Her sweet lips spoke of our future



but all she wanted was my blood



I never thought love could be such a torture



and I shivered as I saw her look under the hood





It felt cool as the helvetic winters day



as the dagger got pushed through my heart



"Mariasha, why?“ were the last words I say.



before my soul started her way on its chart.





And here is where my body and soul sunders



and my long journey about revenge starts



A goddess grabbed my soul and made me one of her hunters



Till the day I’ll find my soul mates hearts.



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07.02.2004





An unreal kiss, an unreal touch,

if you only knew, that I miss you so much.





A kiss on your lips, a touch on your chest.

Time puts our love to the test.





I want to believe our love is true,

but do you miss me as much as I miss you?





The answer lays there, in my aching heart

but want I to know, as long as we're apart?





So many questions and no answers for me,

will you help me to set them free?





Another touch, another kiss,

a cuddle is that what I really miss.





Someone who wipes my tears away,

who knows me well and the way I play.





A tickling play, followed by laughter in bed,

that are the thoughts that run through my head.





Real or unreal, I cant tell,

but I know my feelings very well.





You hold a piece of my heart forever

but our love has to wait, till we were together.



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Lost





27.01.2004





The day I met you, was a good one

The day we parted was a bad one

I thought we were friends through good and bad,

But I was wrong, we only were friends through my good times

You never understood my love, cause it was unreal

You set yours above, cause you thought yours was



But you were wrong and hurt me all along

Feelings are real, no matter for whom

Real or unreal is never a point

Believe what your heart tells you that's what counts

I never betrayed your love for me



I gave you always the feeling to be free

Never chained you to myself

Helped you through your hard times

As a friend, that's what I was meant to be.

And at the end, that's what betrayed me.



I look out the window and snow is covering the ground

The world looks frozen and so am I feeling inside

Lost for the world and left alone

Waiting for spring to warm my heart again

The day I met you, was a good one

The day we parted was a bad one



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