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I'm sorry I'm your pain

I'm sorry I make you angry

I'm sorry I ever let you

Tell me differently



I'm sorry I'm your failure

I'm sorry your ashamed

I'm sorry I forgot to say

"I know you hate me"



I'm sorry I brought you down

I'm sorry that you don't want me

I'm sorry I am not her....

But I want to be



I'm sorry for being your eyesore

I'm sorry for being your joke

I'm sorry I didn't take the time

to say sorry before...

Justify my soul

By the tears on my face

Tear through this heart

Blackened by disgrace



I've found my glass empty

Drained by the shame

For not forcing myself to tell you

That your the one to blame

Beauty

Bold Lovely

Refreshing Amazing Decieving

Omnipotent Mysterious -- Weak Invisible

Demeaned Doubted Ignored

Dull Plain

Ugly

Creeping through the darkness

I found a path of light

I'm lost and my bodies broken

But it urges me to fight



I see that from the shadows

Nothing is achieved

I'm tired and my mind is weathered

But I find a way to see



Although I'm faded, new life grows upon me

And although I'm jaded, still there's possibility

That one day I may find a place where I belong

So that I may surrender this swan song

The voices molest my silence

I only want to scream

Scream out this disease

Will you ever understand?



I can't say; dare I say?

What pity would you lay?



The murderer lies within my soul

A silent stalker

One that can kill, but suffer no consequence

For it is reality itself



I dare speak, but I fear

I fear you will fill me with shame

For I know

You will hate, the hate, I have endured.

Is it sad to say

That I've gone my way

That I've turned and walked a different path?



Does it hurt to see

Faced empathy

Unable to succumb to your wrath?



Is hard to know

That I've let you go

The knife in my heart is gone?



Are you glad to be

What you've become to me?

A face of feelings withdrawn.

Tear out, my heart of gold

And in your hands it turns to dust

Sell away, my soul of stone

And watch your fortune rust



Turn and gasp, you feel my hurt

Lashing out like the past

Scream and bleed, pain laughs out

And forever may it last

Scratching, scraping, smothering

I am darkness



I stalk you in your sleep,

Blind you from the light,

Kidnap your lovely dreams



I romance in your blood

Crave the intoxication of your fear

Dwell in the shadows, awaiting the kill



I envelope you in terror

Scream a rock-a-bye death song

Until you are blackened into nothingness



Forever May You Slumber.

Last in line and screaming

Falling seems so overrated

I'd kill you all, but I'm waiting

You'll collapse and I'll be left laughing



Dancing with momentum

I'm invincible, but you'll fall sick

Slaves to a thousand lies

Posered by societies plastic



You'll all wish you were, all that I am and will be

I am the god machine, Deus Ex Machina

The 27 names for tears

And the death of you all

I choked on my gun last night

Swallowed the bullets without hesitation

However it came as some surprise

When I reached a realization



That tonight of all nights

These bullets were intended for you

But I took them all instead

I couldn't believe it was true!



So I tore my heart open

Poured out the sane

And then I loaded my gun

And did it all over again.

DAMNED

STAB

DEUS EX MACHINA

LAMENT



FEAR



HATE

LONELINESS



SICKNESS



SPITE







SUBLIMINAL DEATH









EXODUS

BLOOD



ZEIT GEIST

SADNESS



CATATONIC ENIGMA

Fierce agitation

Swollen with angst

Warmth and adrenaline rising

Sevenfold

Uncontrollable fear

Insatiable longing

Risidual temptation

Just let go

I cry hate for beauty

I cry agony for love

I cry worthless words

For your apathy



I cry tears in vain

I cry mortal pain

I cry imperfect phrases

For your dark



I cry amoung the played

I cry forgotten rape

I cry the tears

You've never let escape

Would you be my fuck?

Shallow and rotten

Wasted and forgotten

I know you wanna fuck it away.

Everything's become so cold

Become so old

It's like it wasn't there to begin with...



Everything's become so bitter

Like fucking litter

On the ground that you spat upon...



Everything's become so stained

Out leaks remains

And the blood of a heart break...



I will die and be reborn.

You regurgitated my Heart

Spit it out and tossed it on the wall

It means nothing

You mean nothing



I took your fame

Molested it, and threw it away

it means nothing

You mean nothing



Take my soul

Torture it with your heartbreak

I mean nothing

God I mean nothing.

Morbid passings

Black embers soak my soul

A Tear to conjure

Death takes a toll



Virgin life

Black embers singe my eyes

taken so soon

I don't know why



A new gift

Black embers heal my wounds

I've learned so much

For the price of a tomb



Memory reborn

Black embers wash away

With you in my mind

I Begin a new day

Let me take you in my soul

From the darkness and the shame

To hold you to my chest

Like a pendant on a chain



The skeletons of your past

You have buried deep inside

Claw their way to freedom

Despite how much you've tried



Come lock yourself within me

I have only you to gain

Without your love and affection

I will never be the same



So may you feed upon my flesh

And burrow in my veins

Dilute me with your fears

So I can drown in your pain