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whats the point if all i do is cry after ive said goodbye

if it hurts enough to wanna die

to give up on everything ive worked for

my sobriety

my trust

my life

im so close

waiting for the straw thats gonna break the camels back

its coming soon

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metalbatman
10:52 Jan 14 2010

babe no its not im here now ok, i will protect you i promise

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its like i try so hard

but it never works

cuz i make it so difficult

and i lose it all

but its my fault

i push and push

until it ends

but im never sure if its what i want

and sometimes i dont know how to be sure

li wander around in my mind looking for whats real

but it seems to have been hidden

i lost myself so long ago

and now i think im not going to be lost forever.

and i wonder if it really even matters.....