Have you ever felt as if no one loved you, as if you were being ignored all the time and everyone secretly hated you? even your own best friend/sister and boyfriend? Well, I feel that way about 85% of the time, I don't know why, I always seem to just be upset, I can never honestly truely say that I'm happy. I may look like I'm always happy and in a good mood like there's nothing wrong, but what people don't know is....on the inside, I'm not happy, I never am, I'm always sad and have the urge to cut myself, sometimes I think about just ending it completely even though I never would. but yeah, that's how I feel, all the time. Doesn't help that I have a b**** for a mother...
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atyourwindow
01:10 Nov 08 2009
go to blockbuster and ask for a copy of "the secret" it will help you with some issues i think.