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I saw her on the train today

Sat opposite to me she was

Dressed in black

With a tattoo on her back

Everybody on a journey

I wonder where she is going

To see a mother a father,

A lover or a brother

I wonder if she knows where her journey ends?

Amazed by the reflection of her eyes

Staring back with a look of confusion

Deep red eyes

To much pain to try and hide

Searching for the answers in her soul

I wonder what happened

What caused her damaged heart to bleed?

I can’t imagine what darkness covers her soul

The train pulls into the station

I wonder if I’ll see her again?

Maybe if she lives nearby

I somehow fear seeing her again,

But maybe if she lives?

As I get up to leave

I have to sit back down

For as I moved, that girl

That girl she moved in time

And the darkness in her eyes

Sprang to life in mine.

As the dust falls through the window

While the sun slowly fades into the night

A ghost falls against the wall

Echoing a soul trapped within life



The small silhouette falls to the floor

Wishing to fly with the last wisps of light

But its too late, as the shadow takes control

She has to find away to hide in her mind



She creeps to the darkness knowing the sun

Will not call again til tomorrows dawn

She surrenders to the shadow as he enters her room

Begging to him for it to be over soon.

Secret walls I've build to keep myself safe

A decade of scars concealed within

And now thanks to you their all gone

Because you couldn’t leave it alone

You couldn’t just be glad I was safely home



Why couldn’t you just leave it be

Just be pleased that every day I still breath

I can’t believe you thought this was okay

Now that you’ve taken it all away

You made it impossible for me to stay



Fuck what am I suppose to do

I can’t cope with what you know

I have to go, can’t be where you are

I can’t even look you in the eye

Now you know all my lies



I’m really not having this conversation with you

Question and question about what I do

I can’t answer them, because its nothing you want to hear

Why insist on turning back time

Its nothing to do with you, these scars are all mine.



So Im begging you please

Just leave me alone, to even the score

Now that I can’t stay I've got nothing to lose

Tell me which way out would you chose?

Come on you wanted to help, suggest a noose?



Or maybe pills and razors too

What about a bullet and a gun

Pull the trigger beneath the sun

Told you, you didn’t want to hear

See things aren’t always what they appear.

I remember the night

They came knocking on the door

She carried your sweater

The one you always wore

I pictured you in it

As I sank to the floor



In the woods behind our house

In the hollow where we use to hang out

Near an old photo

Taken in happier times

That tumbled to the ground

Near the tree where you were found



I hate you for what you made me do

Arranging the flowers that meant most to you

Hoping no one would see me cry

As ya mama and papa past me by

As a stranger I stood at you grave

Acting like a friend standing brave



Now as time passes me by

I still lie at night and begin to cry

Why wasn’t I strong enough to protect you?

From all in the world that hurt and pained you

Why couldn’t you see different was okay?

Why wasn’t my love enough to make you stay?

It was my place

You invaded

It was my world

You inhabited

It was my safety

You invaded

It was my head

You raided

It was my bed

You invaded

It was my heart

You divided

It was my insanity

You invaded

It was my anger

You guarded

It was my tear

You invaded

It was my love

You needed

It was my pain

You invaded

It was my way out

You barricaded

It was my soul

You invaded

It was my space

You infected

It was my life

You invaded

It was me

You ended.

She feels the warmth of the sapphire sky,

The world still whirling below,

The little girl inside wakes for the begging of the storm,

Liberated by the silencing of her screams.

Feeling alive in the last whispers of time,

Her last breathe held safely inside herself,

Red follows silver, as she finds a star for direction.

Her deepest sins seep from her soul,

Vanishing to the world beneath.



She sings a childish melody to the world,

Reveling in the ecstasy of her release,

Understands the torment will end her tonight.

All the times she whispered to the haunted,

She aches for the return to her salvation,

The raindrops falling, calming acid to her skin,

The clouds open the heavens door for her to follow.

Watching the darkening sky fly over her,

She dances towards the reflection,

of the angel in the moon,

Closer to the ledge, her theatre, her stage.



The dark mist that fell in all her dreams,

Decays into a thousand shards, unleashed.

Midnight calls the angel to fade,

pale away as she closes her eyes,

For the last time in her life,

She’s falling.

Her last breath, unconfined from its cage within,

Sweet rapture released.