Well it's 2022 and I'm still a diabetic with bad to decent health. My weight fluctuates between 160 and 170, at the moment I'm 173 Ilbs and the lowest I've been is 165 Ilbs. I've made it no secret that I have deep feelings for and that I'm in love with Anna-Leea Reddoch/Rider,because of my feelings for her I've stayed single for 15 years,I've dated here and there but nothing has come of it. And even though she won't talk to me I've sent her messages for her birthday,Thanksgiving,etc. Well, today I got a shock, she messaged me on Snapchat, just the word thanks to which I replied your welcome, she later deleted her message. I'm not gonna over think it but it's a step forward,whether it's a step in the right or wrong direction I don't know, but maybe I have a chance at redemption, not a chance to get with her but a chance to redeem myself. Maybe it's time for me to leave the darkness of the tunnel that I'm in and step into the light.