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Oh what has my life turned in to? I'm second guessing all my recent major decisions. Why do I like being hurt , lied to ?? Oh that's right I don't so why am I still with him even though I swore that after his last lie I would leave him ! Then when I tried that bastard had the nerve to guilt trip me with the old " oh I'll kill my self if you leave, besides you I have no reason to live " and I fell for it again ! Now now Iam so sad I found someone else that I would like to spend my life with but I'm too scared to leave. If I do and he goes through with it what do I tell his and my children ," mommy chose her own happiness over you two having a daddy " I want to run away so bad . I want to die !