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15 entries this month
 

03:24 Sep 29 2024
Times Read: 67


My son and I went to Candelight Concerts - The Best of Hans Zimmer this evening. What a great show!


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Morrigon
Morrigon
23:13 Sep 29 2024

How many times did you get goosebumps??? That sounds so cool.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
02:09 Oct 03 2024

Honestly, a couple of times it was like I felt my soul leave my body and move toward those musicians.





 

04:02 Sep 27 2024
Times Read: 96


Sahahria would be happy to know the VA is covering acupuncture treatments for me.

I begin tomorrow 😊


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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
04:05 Sep 27 2024

That's awesome! I hope it helps!





STABB666
STABB666
04:28 Sep 27 2024

I'm super stoked for you!





R3d
R3d
05:16 Sep 27 2024

It's a total lifesaver♡ I hope you love it!





birra
birra
19:23 Sep 27 2024

Stabb is super stoked that you're going to be super poked!

Rhyming is fun.





 

15:45 Sep 26 2024
Times Read: 132


I got a tuition refund from school this week and paid off thousands of dollars of debt. What a damn relief. When I got the check in the mail, of course it would’ve been lovely to do fun things with it – but paying off all of that stuff is essentially going to allow me to do it in the future without concern 🤷🏻‍♀️ I paid so much off that it started to get addictive during the day as I was checking things off my list, that I ended up dipping into my regular income and dwindling things down pretty low… I shouldn’t have went that far, but there are worse things in life to be doing than clearing off your credit report. I will be fine… I get paid again in a couple of days.


I am *very* close to being debt-free right now.


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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
15:54 Sep 26 2024

That's awesome! The feeling one gets from that is euphoric, at least for me it is. Sounds like great things are happening for you!





Morrigon
Morrigon
16:40 Sep 26 2024

That's great news! Paying off debt is so satisfying.





STABB666
STABB666
18:30 Sep 26 2024

Congrats! Nice feeling.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
21:32 Sep 26 2024

Yes indeed, still riding high on this feeling.





 

17:19 Sep 23 2024
Times Read: 166


Great epiphanies have fallen upon me… All of my dreams are coming true. I’m taking care of what I need to do – and I believe in as little as a year from now all the things that I’ve hoped to be true will be the reality I live.


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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
17:54 Sep 23 2024

I hope you get all you desire.





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
18:04 Sep 23 2024

You deserve it. :) I hope it all works out exactly how you want it to!





STABB666
STABB666
21:35 Sep 23 2024

YOU ARE FABULOUS

:)





 

20:22 Sep 11 2024
Times Read: 227


Possible crisis averted – schoolwork is complete!


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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
23:02 Sep 11 2024

Yay! One less thing to worry about!





SireWallFlower
SireWallFlower
23:33 Sep 11 2024

Do a dance.





 

18:26 Sep 11 2024
Times Read: 240


Trying to knock out as much schoolwork as I can in the case of power outage. It's not ideal to be "creative" under pressure. Stress leads to pain flares and now I just popped a Celebrex and muscle relaxer.

I also put an amethyst around my neck. The stress is purely about quality assignments in a time crunch.


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SireWallFlower
SireWallFlower
19:20 Sep 11 2024

Well, here's hoping you keep your power and stuff.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
20:23 Sep 11 2024

Hope so. Schoolwork is done now so at least I don’t have to worry about that.





 

18:28 Sep 10 2024
Times Read: 284


Stocked up on water, food that doesn’t need to be cooked, and charging all my external chargers to keep my phone going – just in case we lose power. Storm is coming in our direction and honestly… In my neighborhood we lose electricity just from a regular storm in general.


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STABB666
STABB666
19:37 Sep 10 2024

same same. lol





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
19:39 Sep 10 2024

Let's hope it blows through quickly and we keep our power :D





STABB666
STABB666
20:13 Sep 10 2024

pfft. I'm planning for no power. WST is trash. lol House generator is out too, so going to test the portable. But it might just be a big 'ole nothing burger. :)





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
23:56 Sep 10 2024

You guys stay safe!





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
18:28 Sep 11 2024

As prepped as possible.





STABB666
STABB666
16:16 Sep 12 2024

Power went for me, but I do have Spectrum online. Pulled out the portable generator to get my PC running. Priorities. lol





 

23:24 Sep 08 2024
Times Read: 325


Last night I went to concert. My son and I. He got us tickets to see Childish Gambino. Honestly, I only know five of his songs and I do like those songs… But I really just wanted to go with my son because he was pumped. That being said, it really was an amazing concert. The man is a great entertainer and the crowd was infectious with excitement.


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21:38 Sep 07 2024
Times Read: 363


It should be a good evening that I hope to journal about later :)


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STABB666
STABB666
03:51 Sep 08 2024

oh ho...mm hmm





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
23:24 Sep 08 2024

heh





 

20:32 Sep 05 2024
Times Read: 391


A quick pause from schoolwork... I am studying and doing- I've told my tale on my Facebook page of being a writer my whole life. That is true. But now I am learning something very technical with limits. Limits that challenge you to create such gold a director needs to (or at least should) create it just as you intend. Once you sell your screenplay- it may not manifest the way you'd hoped.

It's time for me to take the leap and get slammed by professionals so I can learn. No better place to get slammed than in school. That doesn't mean getting a bad grade- I could get a 100% but still have some excellent critique.

When I am finished with this program and get my feet in the water, I can even see myself writing a "How To" book. I can *see* it, but that must be in a world where I have successfully done it.


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STABB666
STABB666
22:47 Sep 05 2024

Let them shape those nuggets, but hopefully the see the same potential as you?





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
21:39 Sep 07 2024

We shall see :D





 

21:24 Sep 04 2024
Times Read: 448


Alrighty, midlife crisis sexy main profile photo has been replaced with normal me. LOL


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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
21:27 Sep 04 2024

They are both lovely! You made me chuckle with the midlife crisis wording. lol.





STABB666
STABB666
22:03 Sep 04 2024

Lucky me, I still have it cached...





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
02:13 Sep 05 2024

😂 I cleared my cache immediately so I didn’t have to see it here anymore.





R3d
R3d
05:42 Sep 05 2024

You always have the best glasses ever:) Your skin is amazing too!





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
19:50 Sep 05 2024

Both sexy. You underestimate your beauty.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
20:32 Sep 05 2024

:D





 

05:11 Sep 04 2024
Times Read: 480


I’ll replace my main profile photo tomorrow – I deleted it, and I’m having some issues putting a new one up from my phone. I’ll get on my computer and rectify this tomorrow sometime.


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01:20 Sep 04 2024
Times Read: 501


I was talking to my son earlier about never having anyone really care about my grades when I was a kid – nobody asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, and there were no expectations of me either. I really don’t understand that. I was always interested in my son’s schoolwork and also what his plans were. All through his childhood I kept him motivated with his grades – as well as in college, I always inquired.

So here I am, 50 years old and back in school. I’m doing really well and I don’t have an elder to answer to… No parent or grandparent to be proud of what I’m doing. I’m kind of 50/50 in wishing I had that and believing i’s kind of even cooler to be doing well with no pressure from someone else. I don’t know… Maybe it’s not 50/50… Obviously it bothers me.


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STABB666
STABB666
02:08 Sep 04 2024

Hey, I may be a smidge younger then you, but I already said I was proud of you.





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
02:16 Sep 04 2024

I'm proud of you too!

I know that feeling you are talking about though... No one ever inquired or pushed me to do well. I have always been involved and taken notice of my oldests grades and since I home school the youngest... it goes without saying. lol. I think it was the lack of interest I received that helped me know that is NOT how I wanted things for my children.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
03:24 Sep 04 2024

I appreciate that, guys. And you know what… I do know that my son is proud. So I have that too.





 

05:01 Sep 02 2024
Times Read: 547


Not sleeping well. The last few days have sucked… It takes me forever to fall asleep, I’m up through the night – and then I wake up early because other people are awake and I just don’t have any peace.

Maybe something can help me. I do have legal medical marijuana in the form of a tincture. I’m going to grab a dose of that and get back in bed. Hopefully I can have some luck.


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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
05:20 Sep 02 2024

Are you able to take melatonin if your tincture doesn't help with the sleeping?





STABB666
STABB666
13:25 Sep 02 2024

Sorry to hear that. You should let me talk to you about the second world war. Boom, insta-sleep. :)

All joking aside, I do have one technique that's worked for me pretty consistently- Imagine yourself, your mind, as a rock in a stream and your thoughts and the water flowing around you, over you, through you. The rock is dissolving into the water and flowing away with the thoughts. Might take a few attempts, especially if there's a lot of cluttered thoughts.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
16:24 Sep 02 2024

I've had sleep issues my whole life. Meds and other supplements stop working after a bit. I think I need to run myself into the ground physically on the regular to try and assist. But I already do a lot.





STABB666
STABB666
00:13 Sep 03 2024

it might be worth trying to calm the mind, or try some delta waves.





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
18:57 Sep 03 2024

All that water, creekside Stabb just make me have to pee.

Wait- might be my age too. ;)





 

14:49 Sep 01 2024
Times Read: 597


If you're on Facebook and would like to follow my screenwriter journey, I will share the link. It started as a mere author's page, but I changed it up to fit my new adventure. I hadn't used it since it was created for me by Sahahria and MooniePie more than 11 years ago. Moonie made an awesome avatar and cover for it- but I replaced them in June since I don't use that screen name anymore (and I don't care to attach this place to that page... it's good to have a more private haunt, here). Anyhow, I am just logging the film school experience right now, but this will evolve into a professional page with work I will be creating:

https://www.facebook.com/AFoxWrites


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STABB666
STABB666
15:23 Sep 01 2024

Nice one. Thanks! When's the big day?





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
15:32 Sep 01 2024

I've been using it for a couple months now. I finish school December 2026 - but I should have a few scripts ready to pitch by then. That doesn't mean they'll get picked up... but I'll be on the path.





STABB666
STABB666
16:11 Sep 01 2024

Sometimes, you just gotta cast the line and see what bites. I'll be curious to see the bait you re using.

Dumb analogy. I don't even think you're into fishing...





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
17:46 Sep 01 2024

LOL... you're right, I don't fish. But seafood is my favorite.





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
21:12 Sep 01 2024

I always enjoy reading about and watching your adventures. You have so many wonderful talents and I just know this adventure is going to be one of your biggest yet!





STABB666
STABB666
03:05 Sep 02 2024

"Let's Go On an Adventure" lol

Sorry, been listening to a book series where that's a thing...Expeditionary Force.








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