You ever have those days where you are just so totally blah? Well I have those days alot latley. I don't know what is going on with me. Just Blah that is the only word I can think of to describe it. BLAH, You know that is a strange word. lol
Okay, so yeah. Here are some random quesitons for you to ponder...
Why is it called a drive way if you park on it?
Why is it called Parkway if you drive on it?
Do fish have tongues? ( I know the answer to this one by the way... lol.)
Okay enough random shit from me for today. lol.
You ever had your world spin out of control but you stand in the center perfectly still? That is my life. That is where I am, and it seems that no matter what that will always be the case. I have an icon that says when life hands you lemons you throw them at the mean people and hope it gets them in the eye. Well apparently when I tried to throw one at someone it was cut open and burned the wounds on my hand. The heart is such a fragile thing and no matter how tough a person can act I think that all hearts when broken hurt. A broken heart is actually the worst pain I have ever endured and I have been through some pretty painful things. I don't really know why I am typing all this out. Perhaps because it is better to type it out instead of bottling it in. I just for once want to be happy and to be loved. I know that will never happen, just as I know that I am going to die at a young age. Sucks, but I know these things. I just wish that for once, the one that I love would be the one that loved me back. I thought I had found what I was looking for and it turned out that he wasnt looking for me. That is how life is I guess. Some of us are destined to be alone and unloved. I am one of those with that detiny.
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