For those that just have to know about my life.... lol.... and you know who you are.... *winks* Tomorrow I go home from Miami..... I miss my Bitty sooooooooo much, but I wish I could stay here in this stress free life forever. lol. But thats what vacation is..... you never want to leave it. I have things to do when I get home... I have goals and dreams that I want to make happen. The dream and goal is to have my own art studio. Its a hard one I know but dreams are what starts all people to their fame.... I have a wonderful friend here in Miami that has helped me through alot in the past week and a half, and I owe him alot of thanks for helping me see things and talking me through things. It's nice to have someone listen and give their honest input in a non critical way and to be understanding. Good friends are hard to find and I am glad to have him in my life. I am a better person for having him in my life. There is much to be done back at home..... I dread alot of it but know that I have to get on the ball and off my ass if I am ever going to suceed and have the things I want. I am almost 26 years old and I cant go on living for everyone else. Drama is something I am relieving myself of.... So if anyone wishes to talk to me or throw drama at me now..... they are not part of my life.... I have had a rebirth of the old me and I am loving every second there is of it. I remember what it is like to live again, as well as a few other life lessons I had forgotten about and what they felt like.... Things are going to be different for me now.... and I am glad to say that.... THE BITCH IS BACK! WOOO!!!! Yay me... :D
"We all have the choice of settling but why settle when you can get those things you want and desire out of life, with some hard work and effort... anything worth having is worth fighting for."
So, I had had all I could take of stress and life, and so well.... I am taking a vacation. Thats right I am in Miami! It was decided Sat, and I left Sunday and I come home Tuesday. I am having a great time, and have made quite a few life changing decisions, and come to quite a few realizations. Things for me are looking better and I remember who I am now. I found that person that I use to be that I loved and I am happy. Its a wierd feeling really. Well back to having fun, just thought I would leave an update since I hadnt left one in forever. :)
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