sometimes things are really hard for me since
with my mental health and all.
my family will never understand what I go through on a daily bases
with the voices and the shadows that I see all the time they never
leave me alone(i mean the voices) the shadows they come and go
as they please.
guess the voice are apart me of me now.they never let me sleep and they sometimes give me bad headaches when they yell at each other ugh it never ends for me.
like I said in my last entry about my mental health. all I want to do is crawl in a deep hole and just hide there never to be seen again.
been packing getting ready to move
can't wait to start my life over again
in a new state.
Michigan has been nothing but hell for me
a lot of bad souls here trying to get me
down and seeing that it's not working
is pissing them off.
I got one thing to say about this journal I just wrote
it's not about you so go play in traffic and leave me
wow not normal for me to be in such a good mood
guess it's my new meds I been dancing around the house
all-day with no care in the world.
been doing my diamond painting whenever I get the time to do so
it's so relaxing diamond painting I will post a picture when its
fully done I also have a kitty cat one to finish that Lana got me
(I'm a different person since I started the new meds)
I have been doing some soul searching the past few weeks now
things have been really hard for me lately but since I been put on some new meds
I have been doing pretty good there has been less snapness from me since i was
put on them.
I feel the need to scream.
I just want everyone to leave me alone!
have no need to talk to anyone except for my therapist.
I feel this , sadly not even a therapist can help me.
i just had a really good meeting with my phys doctor and found out what might be going on with me and she put me on some new phys meds and sleeping meds also
so im in a very good mood right now
I feel this all the time hon just keep positive thoughts
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