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When love begins, its like a shimmering veil that shrouds everything in the earth. You find everything enchanting, the blue skies are even more blue.. the ocean a dance of the heart. You can feel the earth shifting just for you; thinking that everything and everyone is just in sync with you. You look into your partners eyes and think there could be nothing more greater than this right here; you feel happy you just know everything will be okay.



Then comes the calming, where you've both just settled in feeling comfortable with each other. You can look at each other with complete assurance that you've chosen rightfully; you've done the right move the sensual kiss before you settle in for a movie or for the night; you feel content in each others arms completely. No one could move you from this spot it seems so right and so peaceful where you sit with your partner.



Then comes the black veil; not all get this black veil but for the unfortunate ones you all know who you are. The ocean seems like a ferocious dance to kill everything in its path; the winds grow in fury as the earth seems to fall apart around you. Seemingly enough everything around you seems like its falling apart; your heart cracking slowly being ground into dust as you sit there wondering what had happened. Why was your eyes shrouded with this beautiful white veil?



This black veil seems to cover everything, nothing you look at seems beautiful anymore; the happiness slips off your face as the gloom of a frown inhibits it and stays there; you feel as though your chest is closing in... you feel as though life is truly ending. You feel as though no one understands, because there isn't a love like yours.. this is true. There is no love like the one you have with your partner... when that begins to slip away no one knows, or understands. No one can truly say "I know what you mean" because they don't.. they haven't been in your shoes; they've only walked in similar shoes.



This black veil remains till you figure out what you're doing, how you'll figure things out how will life go back to being happy again!?



That black veil suffocating and squeezing the very life out of you.



Shredding the black veil is impossible till you can lift it and see life as its meant to be...



but I don't know how to lift the veil it is so heavy so long and so dark in here. How does one get out of the darkness?