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The Night Life of the Vampire in the Sleeping State

(Sleep Meditation)



Why a sleep meditation to enter into the reality of the dream? We are learning that we are the meditation and that every moment can be our dark or sinister meditation. If we spend about one third of our lives sleeping, there must be some very valuable function to sleep. So why can’t dark or sinister meditation be brought into this large area of our lives also? It absolutely can. In the sitting meditation, we learn how to go beyond thought and concept. In sleep we naturally go beyond thought except when dreaming. This says a lot. The going beyond thought and concept in sleep wonderfully rejuvenates and energises us. In dreaming, when in the dream, it seems so real. You only know that it was a dream when you wake up from the dream.



After having some experience with the eye movements and breath, the eye muscles, breathing apparatus and subtle physiology gain in strength and become more resilient. The dark or sinister sleep meditation is something like the sitting meditation, but it is visual. No thought or visualisation or use of the mind is involved. If thoughts are there or any other mental phenomena, we just meet them with the Dark Presence (there is by the way no difference between light and dark safe in colour), no judgement, and just let them be.



The process is simple, it is an eye movement while using our natural “going to sleep” breathes and position. Some find it easier to start this while lying on their backs. We simply breathe with our natural “go to sleep breath” and, with each inhalation, we move the eyes up and to the centre. The eyes effortlessly converge to a point. Breathe and move the eyes until a feeling of dynamic tension is reached. Do not strain. With the exhalation, we simply let it be. The eyes may go back all the way to their original position or not at all. Whatever the movement is, let it be natural and effortless. The next inhalation is even more effortless. It quickly becomes a natural reflex so that with each inhalation, your eyes move slightly up to the centre. The exhale is a letting go. Just let go. Of course, this is with the eyes closed. After three or four times, perhaps more, doing this, with the eyes slightly up and to the centre, we shift our attention to a field of inner evil vision. In that field of evil vision, we simply gaze softly –and effortlessly. We look for some bluish dark light. If nothing is there, we just effortlessly look. Nothing needs to be there. This is the totally effortless process that is something like listening, but here we are simply looking. Any thought or mental phenomena that come into our awareness we simply meet with the Sinister Presence, making never a judgement and continuing our soft, effortless inner gaze. We are practising the Sinister Presence as we go off to sleep.



You may notice some natural eye movements as you look toward the bluish dark light. It may not be there. It may be the total field of vision. It will be different for each and everyone. This sinister sleep meditation only works well when used in conjunction with the sitting meditation because it is all part of the same meditation.



This actually helps you to go to sleep. You may at some time notice, after doing this for a while, that when you wake up, your body and mind were asleep, but that you were in the Sinister Presence. Your body and mind were asleep, but you were awake. You may begin to notice that while dreaming, you are awake in the dream. Begin to practice the Sinister Presence while dreaming. If this does or does not happen, it does not matter. We are all different, and the form of the sinister practice that is best suited to our particular situation will vary according to the situation, and how seriously to accept the Dark or Sinister Path to be trodden by you.



This is not lucid dreaming. In lucid dreaming, you change what is going on in the dream. Here we just practice the Sinister Presence with whatever is going on. We do not change anything in the dream world, in any part of the meditation. If you wake up in the middle of the night, what a wonderful time for Black Magick (what is White or Black Magick, there is no difference, it is a matter of destroying and restoring, and that means doing good the Lord Shiva way), meditation and for all what is “sinister”. Get up and do your job



Let your daily sinister meditation and dreams be connected with your everyday plans in protecting yourself and at the same time doing good.. They do instruct you how to live sinisterly and work your plans out. Activate by every possible means your dark centres. Triumph, defeat corrupt religions, and open the earth to the pleasure of what is called sin. What is sin when you respect the laws of nature and your country! Against religious hypocrisy we fight, that can be a great unwanted evil. Be the black rider on the black horse in all circumstances. The earth is yours.



© 2013 – Hagur Grand Master, Gent, Belgium.