Well, today is wonderful friday. I love friday because on this day, I leave my work early;which means I have more time to be on VR. Today at my work, or training session I had to take the final test, which was to be about 3 hours long, but that did not work well with me. Once I seen what the questions were, I knew I would be finished in under an hour;at which I did.
I love this friday because it is only 3 days away from my favorite holiday...Halloween!!! October 31st. I think Halloween has been more fun to me than Christmas. lol Gee you all did not see that comming.
Well that is all today, Have a nice night.
Today was interesting for me, you see since I was young I have always wanted to study how people act towards other people. I would watch them for hours when I could. I would watch how people go about their lives day after day. It is amazing how many people do things and do not even know they are being watched, they act one way when they think they are not being watched, and then when they are caught; they act as if nothing happend. I find this rather interesting.
Today on the long ride home from my work, I noticed a man and woman on a motorcycle. I watched them as they drove down the road. I wondered to myself about what they were thinking. I know it sounds odd, but I wonder about these things sometime.
When we stopped at a traffic light I looked over at them and watched them for only a moment, at least until the lights changed. Here in Vietnam the light system is only there for decoration. If you stop you are one of the smart ones. One of the things that I found to me interesting was how she was holding onto him while on the motorbike. I wondered if she held him as she was doing because she did not want to fall off and be injured, or was she holding him as she was because she loves him, the light turned green and then they drove away.
I often wonder about things like that. Do people behave a certain way because they are expected to do it? Do they do it because they know or the consequences if they do not (depending on the situation). Or do they do things because they really want to do them? I have always wondered this myself.
Tomorrow will be interesting for me as I have my final testing. The people in my training class seem odd to me, as everyone else is to me anyway. There is nothing wrong with being odd, Its actually a good thing; anyway the people kept asking me why I was not reading the information to learn it more. I told them that I only read at night and learn at night, as I am more focused at that time. They would just look at me and return to their book or what ever. LOL .
Well, I think that I will bring this to a close for the night. I must now force myself to sleep so that I can be away in the.. the. "m" word and take this test, where as soon as the testing is over, I will run back to my hotel room; close the curtains tightly and slide under the covers until nightfall.
As always thank you for taking the time to read my journals. Have a great night.
I was born on January 1, 1974 at 12:01 am. I died on December 10th 1978 at 16:34 hrs. when I was 4 years old, I was abducted from my house while my mother was in the kitchen, she never knew. I was taken to a 50 ft. overpass and was thrown into the cold icy river below. The water was cold and it felt like a thousand needles going into me at one time. This did not satisfy the hunger of my attacker. He then came to the rivers edge as I was trying to swim to the other side from him. He then began to toss large brick sized stones at me until I was struck several times and was taken away by the rivers flow. I was dead. I am thankful that it was winter then, because the freezing water actually slowed the process of my death down, and preserved me so that I could rise again. I was found by some people about 5 mins later. I was revived by the paramedics, but on the way to the hospital, I had flat lined again. They could not get me back for almost 6 mins or so. Then once again while in the hospital I flat lined again. This time I was gone for about 10 mins or so. The doctors did not thaw me out so to speak because they knew that I would be able to survive 10 mins or more without oxygen to the brain if I was frozen. They were able to get me back, and since then I have felt strange about myself and about all that is around me.
I was told by several people that when I died those 3 times, each time I lost a part of me that would have made me something that I am not at this time. I was told that in place of what is missing I was granted an even greater gift than what I would have if I would not have died. I never knew what they were talking about until I got into my teen years.
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