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Today it felt like an initiation.

Its too secret to talk about it here for me.

But it was interesting energy wise.

Very interesting.



Was lying on the bed and...meditated...sort of.

I do not understand people.

There is no need really, is there.



But.



I do not want them to steal my stuff,

and when it comes to it my room neither.



Am tired and a bit down.



Hm.



Gotta change something.

The weather was shocking, gray and rainy.

My tom kitty showed up, I was so thankful cause was worried he did not survive the harsh winter.

But he have injured his leg and is so light and seems to have a diarrhea too.

Gave him some extra food.

Can not do much more at the moment.

Have to believe he is strong enough.

Damn it.



Gotta move out of my room. Again.

Mum wants to put someone here, to make money.

This gypsy life s-t-y-l-e tires me.

I badly need some living inspiration.

Today Láďa did not talk to me and I got pissed off and felt like I did not loved him anymore.

More that that, I felt a repulsive emotion.

Then we came back home and he told me it was normal people sometimes do not talk to each other and I was kind of glad he can read - hear- me and that he leads me too.

But the miracles he shows me are so small!

I know I sound like a spoiled kid and the fact is, I AM spoiled in that matter.

But lack of miracles makes me feel dull.



And lack of positive paranoia.

Tried to absorb ambient energy while with a friend and family.

I guess it was working.

We talked many hours about the end of the world and how to survive it, heh.

It was a bit scary and lots of fun.

Marvel is getting ready for the worst like seriously, buying food, gas, clothes, guns and other useful items.



Most high and wise Lucifer, please protect us from bad times.

Thank you!

Yesterday in the early morning hours I saw 3 Moons.

Behind our window.

All of them were hiding in the trees partially.

I was like WTH and asked Láďa to have a look.

He was not very exited as he was basically asleep and just murmured it was only a reflection,

but he did checked it out and was puzzled by the sight.





Two days ago I have done some rituals and after the land was covered in snow.

Now the snow is gone again and we have the pleasure to meet the SPRING!!



Today I felt very happy and free for a while,

felt like travelling somewhere far away while exercising my new found v powers.

Seems the mushrooms we found are actually still rare to see. In a few days hopefully we will go back and pick the babies so that they can become a part of a delicious soup. Todays walk gave us pretty cool sight at a wild water brook with a geyser. Something one can see only these days early in the spring when snow melts.

To sustain my energy I was stealing from Láďa.

He seems happy and as he is enlightened, he is being fed from the Source..so no worries, I hope!

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Oceanne
14:42 Mar 04 2012

Please be careful when picking and eating those mushrooms.



What kind do you believe them to be? Chantrells or something?

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Issit
21:49 Mar 09 2012

We have many mushrooms here that are edible,

it is traditional that people know about mushrooms.

I know more then most as I have a very good teacher.

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Again warm and sunny.

Grandma woke me up early, so felt sleepy the whole day.

Saw an amazing ants house and those little critters were just soo slow and confused...

They didnt try to kill me by biting me away into tiny pieces as they usually do,

they seemed to be still somehow in the winter dream, trying to figure out if I was a huge friend or fiend.



Today the plan is to become more serious spirituality wise.

Will get some Luciferian E book and will try to find out more about vampiric spirituality.

Today finally Spring started.

The Sun was smiling, making the whole sky blue and its warmth woke up many of the so far sleeping creatures of the land.

Mushrooms, curious about the news grew small legs and heads to bow to the awakening Mother Nature.



Me and my partner Láďa went for a nice walk and saw an amazing ice structure deep inside a forest.



Today I have got to study Hindi and mushrooms.



It was great when I talked about this part of the Flora and Láďa listened, and I knew he was appreciating the info.



Yesterday after 4 years we were celebrating 29th of October...it was also the day I entered my new Coven.



Today I felt a bit..dull.

Then I ate some raw chicken livers and VOILA! fresh as a baby salmon.