Yeah I know, I know. Another disaster with a guy. Is it really anything new? I wish it was. So I met this guy when I worked at a smoke shop. After losing the job I started to get to know him better. He was nice. First time I’ve actually felt something that wasn’t desperation or Stockholm in long time. We started a relationship but it had it’s issues. For starters, his roommates. They were terrified of Covid to the point where they wouldn’t even let him get a job. It drove him nuts. Then it was his mom, she despised me and didn’t even have a good reason for it. I think she just didn’t want anyone to be with her son because she’s a controlling piece of shit. I also had some issues of my own thanks to the awful relationships I had in the past. Unfortunately, instead of working them out and sticking to his word that I would have to do something really fucked up for him to break up with me he decided to just break it off. Said he was too stressed and couldn’t handle it anymore. He had a lot going on in his life but I really thought we could work through it. I thought anyway. What bothers me is how damn easy it was for him to walk away. I can’t even have a conversation with him anymore. Least it gives me a chance to rebuild myself.