I think it is wise to pay the piper...in advance. Here's my featured artist at this time. Note you can navigate to different tracks and pick what suits you best by pushing the double arrow icon from menu that descends. Here's Michelle Belanger working with Nox Arcana.

I'm really not too social so why use a site like this? To me it's just a tool. At the very least I'm here for the vampire archetype that as an occultist I've come to know. Such a spirit inspires some sobriety of behavior so I'll be...relatively responsible.

Time.
It is an essential part of life so let's get things rolling.

First, I'm tuned more to the reality of the vampire than the romantic seduction most seem to express. It is my endeavor to explain the mechanics behind why things work rather than selling some artistic license when it comes to the legend of the vampire and mysteries of the cosmos. There is still plenty of mystery when dealing with the invisible occult forces.

I tend to be a loner being hypersensitive which means our nervous systems are a bit more powerful than the average person. Couple that with unique experiences in life and one can develop in quite a different way than the average person as well.

I am a human living vampire but to me that is mostly just a state of mind empowered by subtle occult forces which I was attuned to because of my sensitivity.

I'm an eclectic occultist but draw heavily on the Elements of the wise to orient myself correctly in the cosmos. Developed my own unique way through the wilderness and prefer not even creating a path for others to follow while exploring virgin places untouched by others.

In a nutshell it just means I use ritual magick to achieve my will but as a vampire means I include the use of people as my tools and alter. There is quite a vast scope of defining the vampire to me which has many different legends the world over that have evolved. At it's base of course are the sang or blood drinkers. I sometimes have a taste for it but don't need it. Beyond that there are all kinds of ways to feed as the same catabolic process is repeated on different scales in ones life. Thus the psi-vampire and the like are a natural thing and just by interacting with us the deeper the bond the deeper the feed. It really seems to depend on one's personality type and it's strength. Some are not fully formed in that regard so are not as awake as others. This site alone has a vortex of many vampires and sympathetic ones that develop traits by being around real ones continuously; It works much like a magnet magnetizes iron around it. The strength of one's personality again determines how things are divided up. I may be a loner but I know myself quite well having my own counsel from supernatural sources where others depend on the lies they tell themselves as well as believe from others making them quite weak.

In the evolution of human medical advancement in the nights of yore, limitations like the four humors where blood equated with life force, superstitions regarding creatures of darkness were conceived coming back from the dead to take it from the living. Also worthy to note when you have individuals who could manipulate subtle energy and have out of body experiences that allows one to circumnavigate space and time it can be misconstrued as departed ones projecting from their remains in the future or ghosts haunting places they frequent in life from the past when they were alive as a vampire rising from the grave to feed off of or haunt the living. In their absence after their death such subtleties are noticed but when alive not as much. Though most who are occultists in life are seen as vampires in death as well. To me it's just a matter of perceiving things correctly. So this is how many of the superstitions developed in humanity not knowing any better. The many traditions of the vampire in legend avail worldwide in a similar manner.

Apart from that the works of gothic fiction concerning the vampire really captures my spiritual path in this life well so I draw on the legend of the vampire for this as a spirituality. Though I'm a mortal I do think one of the aspects of being awakened is knowledge of reincarnation and drawing on that power beyond the veil of death. I think everyone has an eternal spirit just becomes clear when you have awakened. To me everyone has their time in the waxing and waning cycles of nature. It is in mortality and a unique life that something gains its value. If it was shared by many for eternity then it would lose its value relatively. There is also power in blood covenants when it comes to the subtle aspects of the mysteries concerning one's microcosm.For me it is power in the act of making a blood covenant of one surrendering to another. One can get power from the blood if that's what they believe. I do but like father Sebastiaan relates in one of his books I can feed from any source and he redefines the term in sanguinese as being nosferatu. Yeah that's me-Nosferatu.

I however mainly work with the Elements of the wise and the forces of nature that I've conceived of from my unique experiences in life. I do have a connection or bond I made as a vampire to an Elemental being or nature spirit and it (more lifeforms outside sexual reproducing ones) helps me quite a bit that exists beyond the veil of the astral plane but is not a creator just a subtle creature made up of sublime energy rather than the base stuff we are in the mundane.

Hobbies. I've had many of these over the years but whatever I'm immersed in at the time seems to reflect them. Since devoting myself to occultism now it seems more in the realm of collecting magickal tools to use.

I'm not too fond of that picture I uploaded of myself above at the beginning of the profile where I let my beard grow out during the covid lockdown but it coincides with the timing of the profile creation. An important part of my crafting of my magickal tools here on the internet is the date they are created. Like this one was created when the Neowise comet was visible in the night sky as illustrated above by a professional photographer. But on the night I went out and took the picture and created this profile it was overcast as it shows below. But that is the way of nature. Then when I first uploaded it in my portfolio it was upside down not having the software or service to correct the meta-tags that do that to people who upload stuff on the internet from mobile devices. I've evolved. The picture is of The Conservatory of Flowers in Golden Gate Park and the comet would have been seen in the sky in upper left corner.

Here on the internet I use music and do a fair bit of collecting of different kinds music to set the mood. I also like using scent as I think it is one of the most powerful senses beyond touch in my rites so aromatherapy and herbalism has become a relatively new one. I like hiking in the wilderness and photographing it especially at night. I used to do a fair bit of gaming and reading but that's seldom of late devoting more time and energy to spiritual devotions now. But in a blue moon if I do play video games I prefer open world RPG's like Skyrim especially if they have a dark nature to them.

Sexuality. Hmm...I'd have to term myself as a super-sexual as of late having incorporated spiritual and tantric practices. The normal mundane stuff just doesn't satisfy me anymore. But I consider myself heterosexual as other guys just don't appeal to me. But since I've been in relationships with t-girls and being empathic there tends to be a blurring of that in the strictest sense. I try to respect another's sexuality but many just don't know or their personalities just aren't defined like some. It's in that confusion that most problems occur as they are insecure in who they are.

I do not engage in sexting. I think it is inappropriate for this site open to 13+ teens and up even if your identity is known as it sets a bad precedent to sexual predators that use this site. I see some societies advertise they are for 18+ but I'd like to know how they intend to prove someone's age while advertising the forbidden fruits to such. Beyond that there are gray areas with mentally challenged individuals in adult bodies but if they are cared for by guardians that are responsible for them it can get them in considerable trouble by engaging in sex over electronic media where they are still considered minors. It is best to seek an adult site for this if you want to engage in it like FETLIFE.