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11 entries this month
 

22:22 Feb 26 2015
Times Read: 279


Ever do something you know is wrong, but despite knowing its wrong you don't want to stop because for the first time you feel liberated- happy?


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I wish I could not feel at all.

17:27 Feb 22 2015
Times Read: 295


I have not talked to him in over 24 hours. I'm feeling very introspective, in this moment. I feel like a hole that is mostly empty. Only relief is present, but it does not fill me. Perhaps, I should keep this up- the not talking to him. Is there something wrong with me? Do I get emotionally attached to others much too quickly? Do I feel too strongly? Sometimes I wish I could not feel at all. But is blocking out the pain, the fear, worth also blocking out the joy?


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Oceanne
Oceanne
19:35 Feb 22 2015

It sounds as though you could be co dependant. I do hope you get to feeling better though, and learn to enjoy life in itself, and not through othrrs.





 

03:00 Feb 21 2015
Times Read: 301


I feel crowded, even though we barely talk. I cannot get far enough away although our physical distance is already great.


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22:43 Feb 15 2015
Times Read: 312


Talk about an emotional roller coaster. I called him and now were friends.


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18:55 Feb 15 2015
Times Read: 313


I choose to break up. It was for the best, so why am I so sad? I wanted no more tears and the result is only more of them. And a pain in my chest. And a desire to hurt myself for being so stupid. And the fear that he is going to humiliate me somehow in the near future.


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Purple
Purple
23:58 Feb 15 2015

Because you cared, at one point or another, you loved.

Give yourself the time to recover, maybe try to take a step back for a while and just let things settle down. Remove yourself from the emotional twister and focus on yourself and getting yourself better.

Cry if you must, honey. There is nothing wrong with that, so don't hold them back, tears will help you get past things and get all that pain you feel in your chest out.



Much





 

05:22 Feb 15 2015
Times Read: 326


We are broken up for good. I seen the messages. I disagree with my mother's message, although at least hers was courteous. His reply wasn't. It was an angry profanity-ridden rant. I love and respect my mother's opinion and I would hate for anyone to disrespect her like that. He could have simply ignored the message or replied in the same courteous manner she did. Nope. None of that.


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06:03 Feb 14 2015
Times Read: 330


So my mom has been sending messages to him and I have no clue what they say. I only found out through him, and he says they are very fucked up. I want to know what they say. Or I don't. I really don't. Why can't everybody just get along? Why can't I choose my friends and dates on my own?


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04:26 Feb 13 2015
Times Read: 341


So I tried to break-up. We had a long serious conversation. We aren't broken up.


I don't know how I feel about this.


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22:17 Feb 12 2015
Times Read: 348


Is it wrong to break up with someone by chat? He was not answering his phone and I really needed to get it off my chest. I feel sad and relieved at the same time. Weird. It's a hollow feeling.


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Dakotah
Dakotah
22:22 Feb 12 2015

break ups are hard no matter how you do them. you did what you needed to do for YOU. That is never wrong.





 

00:54 Feb 11 2015
Times Read: 364


Maybe I'm better off forever alone. I swear I'm not looking for romantic love, but I take a chance on all the seemingly nice people that flirt with me. Then the other shoe drops just as soon as I stop looking for it. Maybe the moral of the story is to never stop looking for the the other shoe; that way I can remain blissfully unaware to the other persons flaws.


I've cried enough now for a lifetime, and I still have a lifetime to go it seems. Make the hurt stop.


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I feel butterflies in my stomach.

03:32 Feb 08 2015
Times Read: 378


So I've been flirting with this guy...that is 19 years older than me. He is very nice, and seems very sincere. I feel butterflies in my stomach.


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