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[17:53] MadOtakuPowers: awwww.

[17:53] MadOtakuPowers: I hope you get demon space crabs too.

[17:53] W: ! OWNED!

[17:53] W: only from you love

[17:53] MadOtakuPowers: well who else would you get them from?

[17:53] W: um

[17:53] MadOtakuPowers: shit

[17:53] W: i dunno

[17:53] W: the toilet of despair?

[17:54] MadOtakuPowers: you can get regular space crabs from ANYONE.

[17:54] MadOtakuPowers: but demon space crabs.

[17:54] MadOtakuPowers: thats all me.

[17:54] W: behold the wonders of your vagina

[17:54] MadOtakuPowers: it meddles



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[17:56] MadOtakuPowers: I'm so putting this on my page.

[17:56] MadOtakuPowers: but taking off your name

[17:57] MadOtakuPowers: whatcha gonna do about it >D

[17:57] MadOtakuPowers: Nothing :D

[17:58] W: lol

[17:58] W: i'm going to hack your page and read all your messages like a good stalker

[17:58] W: seeing as how i'm the only normal one ... if normal is the word, we both know i don't preform well under pressure

[17:59] MadOtakuPowers: lol your the normal one?

[17:59] MadOtakuPowers: your stalking skills are teh suck.

[17:59] MadOtakuPowers: d 10 roll fail! stalking powers -2

[18:00] MadOtakuPowers: OMG THAT WAS FUCKING NERDY.

[18:01] W: just when i thought i couldn't say something to undermine the wonders of your ... uniqueness

[18:01] MadOtakuPowers: hush newbie.

[18:01] W: *grovels* i cower before your great and nerdy might, oh might bringer of demon crabs

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I'm done with them.



It's the reason I'm never going to Arizona again. Yeah, I'm sick of the back and forth too. Arent you guys? I used to think John was a dependable, steady, caring, open and all around good guy. When he's actually more jaded, untrusting uncommunicative and all around baffling when it comes to his mood swings and emotions. Sooo I guess this is the start of why my messenger service contact list is 200 people lighter, why my myspace has fewer friends and it's only able to be viewed by you nifty people.



Sometimes it feels good to cry and it's really ok. I don't know how many of you have been following along with my life for a while now but if you've noticed, I'm always appologizing to John for upsetting him unknowingly or hell just being myself and wanting to make new friends. Everything is such a fine fine line... I went through walking on eggshells/ feeling paranoid/ not good enough for way to damn long with Geoff to put up with it from John and then get myself in another situation similar in the fact that I feel alone and this time I really am because I'm in another state.



I appreciate that some of you are glad I'm staying. I can't honestly say I'm happy at the moment. I'm really hurt. I guess this is where I'll leave off for now.



Be well.



~Nena