I am hoping that writing this can help me some. I am currently suffering with a kind of anxiety attack. I don't know what it is, but since I moved into this appartment my health has taken a downward spiral, and my illness has become worse.
Until I was 25 I had taken antibiotics maybe twice in my life, but since moving in here I have had 3 courses, in 10 months. My immune system is already crap because of an autoimmune disease, and now I am starting to think that I may have more.
My landlady is stressing me out, my partner is taking it all in his stride, but is seeing me getting worse because of the situation.
Anybody who knows me, knows I can usually handle problems, things dont get to me like this. But with the fact we have damp and mold in the apartment, it makes things worse.
I just want to break down and cry, but I know that is stupid. I just wish I could make all of this go away, so I can try and be normal again. I so need to move soon, to get back to normal :(
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