Today would have been your 50th birthday, god I miss you every single day. You were always their every milestone in my life as we always been together, you were not just my bother but my best friend. The day you left this world 10 years ago the next month, has been so unreal still can't believe your gone, always thinking you're going to walk through the door and with that goofy grin and crack some joke.
I still wonder how mom and dad didn't pull their hair out with us as teens always getting in some kind of trouble, use to get so mad to be asked if I was your twin, and you would crack some joke to piss me off like saying dad found her in the garbage or some other joke to piss me off. I miss celebrating our birthdays together or getting a phone call with some remake like a happy birthday!, haha I'm still younger, how much grey ya got yet. I still miss the days when ya would go ballistic over some guy I would date, hell you would have loved the one's sense ya left, can hear you now, WTF ARE YOU THINKING SIS, then, Hell The Fuck No!!!
OUR LITTLE BROTHER TOOK OVER the protective brother stuff but he isn't so little and can rip someone a new one, so yes, he takes his brother protective duties well, just like his big brother..lol Thank you for that, he followed in your footsteps...lol
Happy Birthday gives dad the family hugs for me, so proud to call you brother your never gone in my heart.
I love you aways
your bratty sister
No matter how angry I get at it doesn't mean I don't care. We all go through things in life, right now is a big ohh shit moment so, in mine.
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