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If only I could ask him

01:12 Jan 08 2019
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As the years go by and my life changes . I question how many years could be left of my life . So I fear questions I have may go unanswered ! When I joined this site their was another reason other than my need to know why I remember and feel the things I have ever since I was a child . Before here I belonged to two other vampire sites . Vampire scene and vampire social . Both are no longer about . Vampire social gave me an unexpected well lets say friend . He lived in the UK same as me . He understood me straight away and I was able to get certain answers and reassurance from him . He scared me too as I was never sure what he wanted from me . I never knew if he was for real or not . But something inside has always made me feel that he was real . I have had no contact from him since 2015 . I think of him often and I would give anything just to know the truth ! I could go on through life quite happily because I would know one way or another . I think this will follow me until the day I die sadly . I made a promise I would never say his name to anyone . It was not even an unusual name but I promised all the same . As you can probably imagine this makes it forever impossible for me to find him and get an answer to my question 😞


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