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I find it truly disheartening that you have no one to go to for support but I digress I have been there.
There is nothing wrong with reaching out to others for support.
It’s laughable that I’m often painted as the villain as if my motives are evil like I have some evil plan to take over the world. Or as you put it take over this site. Most people are rarely like this they just make bad life choices.
Yes there are people like that. I want nothing from anyone if they offer something great if they don’t that’s fine to. I’m not in it for what I can get from them. Having a position like that is not my cup of coffee. That takes a special human being. I appreciate everything these admins do for us and myself every single day because without them I wouldn’t have this place to come and have fun.
It’s not black and white. People have a lot of grey areas. I have no plan to take over the world not with some diabolical plan anyway.
You know what I do want to be? A better person but despite that I still make mistakes. I say things out of anger that I typically wouldn’t say if I wasn’t. You don’t have to believe me don’t care or expect you too. I’m not infallible but then neither are you. You can put up this front and act like I didn’t hurt you but the truth is I did. You hurt me too but your heart is just so hard you won’t admit it because you don’t want to seem weak. I get it. Forgiveness is not easy. You are drinking poison expecting me to die but you’re the one itself killing.
I can’t make you do anything. Why do you care so much what it is that I do? It’s my life to live. If I wanna fuck it up it’s my life to fuck up. It’s my choice who I want to forgive. It’s my choice whom I choose to let in my life. It’s MY life. I can try to reason with you but ultimately you’re going to do what you want and I can’t stop you but I also won’t let you take my power away from living my life either.
Yes thank you. Just doing some out loud thinking. It doesn't really matter not a damned thing I can do about what others do. Normally I wouldn't care but it's my life they are judging. This is something I need to work on for myself. There would be nothing left to talk about if people didn't gossip about others. Never used to be like this!
We all need sometimes to think or ramble out loud. putting words to paper gives us a chance to revisit it and help with decisions later. Hope all is well
23:19 Oct 07 2024 Times Read: 129
Hey Moonie
Someone hates that I love you and Stabby. Like it’s a brotherly love. I guess I’m not allowed to show public affection to others. I guess I’m just expected to live lonely and isolated from others because if they can’t have me then no one can.
I’m tired of controlling, jealous and emotionally immature people telling me how they think I should live my life and what is right or wrong for me. Or who I can and can’t love and how it is I am supposed to love others. You know I’m actually pretty pissed off. I’m so tired of diluting myself all the time to make it okay for these assholes. *cries*
Fuck 'em. Not your fault they lack taste. I love you right back, doll. They can eat a big bag of dicks. You know I've got your back. Now com'ere and give Moonie some sugar. ;) xoxo
You don't owe anyone an explanation on who you want to invite into your space. If they don't like it, well, that's a them problem. They can choose to walk on by and go touch grass, but they didn't. They choose to anonymously show their displeasure. Whether it be someone who has an issue with you, Stabby or me.. I refuse to apologize for enjoying who I enjoy and expressing that enjoyment. If they can't handle that... well... sucks to be them. :)
I'm sorry that there's someone out there that feels that way, and certainly sorry to hear that they feel the need to berate you or judge you for your choice of associations. I've worried some about making feelings public, then I realized it's ok for me to feel how I want to about other people and it not have to change the nature of my relationship with yet another.
It sure would be nice if we could base our interactions on how we care for each individual in their own right, and not on how that individual cares for someone else. It's ok to just love someone because they deserve it, with no strings, no expectations of behavior or rewards. Just given freely to do with whatever they will with it.
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Drayton
23:18 Oct 09 2024
You have my number, if you ever need someone to talk to.
LunarTides
23:41 Oct 09 2024
Yes thank you. Just doing some out loud thinking. It doesn't really matter not a damned thing I can do about what others do. Normally I wouldn't care but it's my life they are judging. This is something I need to work on for myself. There would be nothing left to talk about if people didn't gossip about others. Never used to be like this!
Cadrewolf2
00:39 Oct 10 2024
We all need sometimes to think or ramble out loud. putting words to paper gives us a chance to revisit it and help with decisions later. Hope all is well