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I took a long walk in the woods today...it was raining and very peacefull. I really wish I could have stayed there forever.



I tried to exlain that I cannot change the past. All I can do is try to improve the current days and those still to come. The past is very powerfull...it has shaped us. But the past can also be a huge burden, one that some can not let go of. I was hurt but I will not let the past and the hurt be in control of my future.



So I return to the rainy woods and walk in peace...wounds heal and we can find the strength to move forward and embrace the future.

I am fascinated by what I have found here. I welcome the chance to be able to express myself freely and openingly. I have always felt far removed from normal...barely treading water in my personal reality. I appreciate the welcome I have received...while I learn to stretch my own curiosity.

Look at the shoes you're filling

Look at the blood we're spilling

Look at the world we're killing

The way we've always done before

Look in the doubt we've wallowed

Look at the leaders we've followed

Look at the lies we've swallowed

And I don't want to hear no more

Trying to find my sanity. Feel like I am trapped in a blah reality that isn't really me. I am just following the fools, buying some time until I am brave enough to step out....trying to find my own way.